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So I'm bored yet again and I can't be arsed doing anything.
Drama stressed me out major today, especially 9/11. Our group can't agree on anything nowaday, I don't know if it's all our fault or just a certain someone. I think it's her. She's annoying the hell out of everyone, she's the reason were arguing. If it weren't for her we'd be nearly finished by now and not getting constantly told off by Miss Whitley that we argue for 40 minutes out of 80 minutes.
*sighs*
I have another monlogue to learn too for it. I have to learn...
1) Ms Bolsers 2 monologues that have to be preformed on the same night.
2) 2 monologues that I have to say in 9/11
3) Miss Shewan's children theatre narrator lines.
4) And Matt's play. I have to learn both a script and phyiscal scenes...
God dammit, I've never been so exhausted in my life. I'm not going to school tomorrow, but mom doesn't know that. I'll just head out to school like I normally do, then I'll circle around and go back home. When I turn the corner, my mom will just be leaving the house and heading down the road. Then I have the whole day to myself to relax and not care about anything.
Me and Sarah are all good. We've been talking a lot, but I'm still not sure she wants to date me. I think she's still hung up on Jade, it annoys me a bit but I guess I have to be patient?
Yeah right, me, patient?
I don't actually know if I want a relationship, I do, but the strain of having the weight on my shoulders is something I don't want. Then again I do want it, because I want someone who loves me. I mean, whenever I was with Jess, I was on the top of the world, nothing could make me happier. But when we weren't together, we just constantly argued and hated each other for past problems we've had before we knew each other.
I know it won't be the same, because Sarah goes to the same school as me, and next year when I'm in year 13, she'll be in Sixth Form along with me. Oh I dunno, it depends, she might not even date me for ages, that's if she still fancies me then. Then again, she only fancies me a bit, right?
I'll live, like usual.
Grandma's had a fall, my dad came home yesterday to check up on her. He was shook up about it, I didn't know until I got back from school. I didn't get to see dad though, he went back to Catterick before I could even leave school. It sucks too, he's going back saturday night because he's off to an Army Dinner that he has to go to. Being the Seargent and all. Fucking sucks.
At least saturday night, Nicola, Ian, Emma and Kobe are coming around. It'll be good to see sis and emma and ko, don't know about Ian, I just hope he doesn't get on my tits like usual, or make any shite remarks about me sexual orientation. Argh fuck it, he can't ruin it, not if I'm with my family.
Scott has gone on the game again, constantly wanting a shag buddy. Cunt.
He dumped his girlfriend because she called him too much (what a stupid excuse! He really meant, I didn't want to be tied down anymore)
Just like his dad.
Oh well.
Want to play Shenmue 2, but can't. Not getting my Xbox till Christmas still. Want a bottle of Jack Daniels to go along with it, I'll have to ask dad for that. My mom's a tight ass with alcohol.
Well better go, I'm exhausted and I have to do some shit before bed.
Drama stressed me out major today, especially 9/11. Our group can't agree on anything nowaday, I don't know if it's all our fault or just a certain someone. I think it's her. She's annoying the hell out of everyone, she's the reason were arguing. If it weren't for her we'd be nearly finished by now and not getting constantly told off by Miss Whitley that we argue for 40 minutes out of 80 minutes.
*sighs*
I have another monlogue to learn too for it. I have to learn...
1) Ms Bolsers 2 monologues that have to be preformed on the same night.
2) 2 monologues that I have to say in 9/11
3) Miss Shewan's children theatre narrator lines.
4) And Matt's play. I have to learn both a script and phyiscal scenes...
God dammit, I've never been so exhausted in my life. I'm not going to school tomorrow, but mom doesn't know that. I'll just head out to school like I normally do, then I'll circle around and go back home. When I turn the corner, my mom will just be leaving the house and heading down the road. Then I have the whole day to myself to relax and not care about anything.
Me and Sarah are all good. We've been talking a lot, but I'm still not sure she wants to date me. I think she's still hung up on Jade, it annoys me a bit but I guess I have to be patient?
Yeah right, me, patient?
I don't actually know if I want a relationship, I do, but the strain of having the weight on my shoulders is something I don't want. Then again I do want it, because I want someone who loves me. I mean, whenever I was with Jess, I was on the top of the world, nothing could make me happier. But when we weren't together, we just constantly argued and hated each other for past problems we've had before we knew each other.
I know it won't be the same, because Sarah goes to the same school as me, and next year when I'm in year 13, she'll be in Sixth Form along with me. Oh I dunno, it depends, she might not even date me for ages, that's if she still fancies me then. Then again, she only fancies me a bit, right?
I'll live, like usual.
Grandma's had a fall, my dad came home yesterday to check up on her. He was shook up about it, I didn't know until I got back from school. I didn't get to see dad though, he went back to Catterick before I could even leave school. It sucks too, he's going back saturday night because he's off to an Army Dinner that he has to go to. Being the Seargent and all. Fucking sucks.
At least saturday night, Nicola, Ian, Emma and Kobe are coming around. It'll be good to see sis and emma and ko, don't know about Ian, I just hope he doesn't get on my tits like usual, or make any shite remarks about me sexual orientation. Argh fuck it, he can't ruin it, not if I'm with my family.
Scott has gone on the game again, constantly wanting a shag buddy. Cunt.
He dumped his girlfriend because she called him too much (what a stupid excuse! He really meant, I didn't want to be tied down anymore)
Just like his dad.
Oh well.
Want to play Shenmue 2, but can't. Not getting my Xbox till Christmas still. Want a bottle of Jack Daniels to go along with it, I'll have to ask dad for that. My mom's a tight ass with alcohol.
Well better go, I'm exhausted and I have to do some shit before bed.