Ugh...
Hey everyone, my break has been nothing out of the ordinary, the highlights have been seeing a movie with Tommy + Matt on Friday, helping Ken tear apart his Jeep on Sunday, Monday I got to see my baby, Desiree. We had fun, lol. Lately I've been thinking about how my life would be if things were different, lets just say I wouldn't want them to be. I've noticed something about myself, many things...I want to change them. Of course we all do things like that, but I really despise of these traits...I've also noticed the old Jesse is coming back, the stronger one...and that old Jesse needs to, because there are not many people out there who appreciate me how I am now, the soft compasionate one. And so maybe there is some room for change because the soft compasionate Jesse, gets taken for granted and is uncared for. I hate feeling let down by others, mainly my family, because I expect them to treat me the same, as I would treat them. I was thinking about it today, the only people who will ever really see the soft Jesse, will be those who are closest to me. Im gonna get stronger in a lot of other ways too, like how I handle arguments and quarles in my relationships (Not just my love life...this is not directed at anyone). Anyways, today was okay for that matter, my Dad decided to be Hitler. I had to unload the trailer, wash the quads, change a tire on one of the quads, find a ratchet, clean out the side yard and haul about a thousand pounds (and no im not kidding) of random trash to the Dump, and then get it out of the trailer, then I had to work on my quad...(luckily I did not go to Earnest today) and my final task was to Mow the lawn, this took me untill 5:30 this evening. And to end all this rabble I will close that my Dear friend Tommy is coming over. I love you Desiree!
-Goodnight
-Goodnight