Feb 24, 2005 17:58
Well, a lot of drama has unfolded since the last entry, I won't get into details, I just apologize for making any of it, certain people who had nothing to do with it, got involved...and I apologize, I also apologize to you Kris, I know you don't care right now, but we all say really awful things when we are angry, I apologize for all the nasty things I said about you, I had heard things said about me, and it was wrong of me to retaliate with equally awful words, I forgive you Kris for these, I know you do not regret what you said, and I am afraid that is a loosing battle. I do not live to hurt others, and I hate it when I have to. It is all I can say in the matter, from here out I will say nothing of it, for I know I have wronged...I hurt others very close to me, and was ignorant to their discomfort in the matter. Besides all of this, all of life's hindrances are catching up with me, and there is no one to catch me when that final plummet happens, maybe there is, and maybe it is yet, just another thing I am ignorant about. So I will end here, in my regards to every one who reads this, Good Night.