*content sigh*
even though shit hit the fan yesterday b/c of my report card, i'm still relativly happy. i got to spend all day at the lake today w/ bethany, landon, and andy. about the andy situation. i am scared shitless. i want to run so bad, lie i always do when i feel someone is getting too close. but this time i won't let myself run. is that good? i ACTUALLY want to be w/ him, this is a new experience for me. seriously. he makes me smile. it's odd. i haven't felt this way in a long time. wow. oh yeah and yesterday when me and him went to go to his tux fitting a gay black man about my size measured him! it was so funny!!!! well i hope everyone is having a marvolous spring break and i hope you are all being safe. love ya'll!!!!