SMack Down

[sep_a_dep]

ya so God is definately giving me the major smack down, or in "religious terms", broken, humbled, whatever you wanna call it. it seems like anything i have going my way is just crushed to peices, so i have began to not worry about what happens, and i think that is one thing God is trying to teach me, that i should rely on Him and not on what i have planned, and it has made me not worry as much about stupid things (thats one of the things i learned last mexico trip), and also some encouragment about "dont worry about anything" also helped me in that. I was really hopping this year to be a varsity track star and get my jacket and all, but God had other plans and He let me get all poofed up about myself until He popped me like a water balloon. and of course the one time i have somehting to do on a thursday night they move me down, and then the one time i could actuall have a chance to win something in hurdles i get hurt and cant run either of 2 possible times to run that event, and it is the only time in the year that the event is run, so im havin a good time with that, but God is awsome and i know He will care for me more than anything else. i just wish i could go live in Mexico with pastor so i could worry about the only true thing that matters, living close with God, and not worry about school, football, track, band, parents, money, job, freinds, or anything that is so trivial. i cant freikin wait to go to mexico again, im dyin to go.

this year is gunna be an awsome trip with the poeple going, im excited much. i hope the work auction works out sweet like planned.

FLEX OR DIE

peace