post #18

[seoulfulness]

Fics ( #17)

untitled f(x), krystal/sulli
Each Day That Passes EXO/SNSD, Baekhyun/Taeyeon
beneath the ice cracks super junior-m/f(x), zhou mi/victoria
food for the heart ze:a, kevin/siwan
don't forget me girl's day, sojin/yura
I would trust you (with my password) btob, peniel/sungjae
lesson one: always have a spare key exo, baekhyun/chen
burnt

Comments

Re: destruction resolution (part ix - end)

[anonymous]

i just

wow but i

holy shit i can't just did you know that

you have ripped all the words from me anon i am an incoherent puddle my heart is racing and i feel myself flushing and this was really really really good, and beyond the myungyeol, beyond kfic. this is just good, conceptually stylistically thematically. i would read this for a pair of strangers, but you wrote it for two boys that i have an absurd amount of love for and i just. wish i could give you a better review because this is just so so so beautiful. this:

A minor time loop feels like this: you put your shoes on to leave the house, kneeling over to tie your shoelaces. After you’re done, you get back up, only to accidentally step on a shoelace when you try to take a step forward. You look down, and your shoelaces are not tied, so you kneel over again to tie it. The process repeats over and over again, until you get tired of it, and you give up only to find that your shoelaces are a knotted mess.

A major distortion feels like this: you are a man dreaming of being a butterfly dreaming of being a man dreaming of being a butterfly dreaming of being a man and when you wake up you realize that you actually are neither.

Being Kim Myungsoo after he loses his last measure of reality feels like this: you drift in empty space. You try to move your hand, but you can’t, so you look over and realize that you don’t have a hand or the arm it should be attached to, you don’t have shoulders or a chest or a body that proves that you are actually there. Instead, you are a floating, massless conglomeration of thoughts and contradictions and if you decide that you don’t actually exist - excruciatingly easy to do - then you don’t, and you never did, and you never will.

is the most theoretically rich/pomo thing i've ever read in kpop. it's kafka-esque, but beautiful. you are phenomenal. stellar. fantastic. i wish you would unanon so i could read you forever.

thank you for writing this, truly.