post #16

[seoulfulness]

Fics( #15).

Always EXO, Kris/Lay, Xiumin/Luhan, Tao/Chen
give a little, get a lot infinite, hoya/sunggyu
shush 4minute/f(x), hyuna-centric, hyuna/amber [warning: self-injury]
birthday girl f(x), amber/krystal
raise infinite, woohyun/sunggyu
some like it hot exo, kai/chanyeol [warning: harm]
untitled exo, chanyeol/d.o.
seeking a friend at the end

Comments

From a Distance (EXO-Kai/Kyungsoo)

[anonymous]

I could never have him. I repeated it mentally every time I think about him. Every time I felt the sickening emptiness. I was hoping that it would sink in, but, it never had. And I know deep inside that it will never will.

I am addicted to him. His smile. His big round eyes. His glorious voice. Everything.

He is my reason for living. Even the fact that I could never have him could not stop me from falling all over and over again.

If I could just show him the inside of my mind and thoughts, may be he would see. He would see how much I actually care for him. That all this I-am-badass masquerade is just for him to not notice anything. For the judging eyes of other people to stay away from me and not damage my “cool” reputation.

May be he would see how deeply I have fallen in love with him.

May be he would give me a chance.

But that was impossible. Kyungsoo giving me a chance is impossible. Nor looking inside my thoughts will be scientifically possible too.

I guess, he would never know just how much I loved, love and will love him.

At first I liked Baekhyun. We got along well before, we actually acted as if we were brothers.

But not anymore, not now. After he managed to get the one person I couldn’t.

The sole person I wanted.

May be someday I would tell him how I felt.

Who knows, may be someday I will swallow my pride and say sorry for all I did and ask for another chance.

And may be someday he would reciprocate those feelings?

But that was someday.

And this was now.

And for now, I suppose, all I can do was watch him from distant eyes.

op

[anonymous]

this wasn't what i was expecting but ty anon, i liked it even though my heart is in pieces now ;_;

Re: From a Distance (EXO-Kai/Kyungsoo)

[anonymous]

anon ;_______;

i really liked this. maybe it was bc i've had an emotional day, but this actually made me cry a bit ;~;
nevertheless, this was such a lovely piece. thanks for writing it!! my heart is throbbing for kai. but i love the baeksoo part of this so much ugh♥