post #15

[seoulfulness]

Fics( #14).
lost and founds snsd, tiffany/sunny
Unlucky exo, kris/suho
how I like my coffee exo kai/d.o.
does running away mean we're acccepted, finally? shinee, key/onew
shut up and let me pay the rent exo, baekhyun/d.o
lik a child exo, suho/kai
Complication exo, sehun/luhan
deep down 4minute, jiyoon-centric, jiyoon/gayoon
untitled exo, chanyeol
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seeking a friend at the end of the world, lay/lu han, pg

[anonymous]

"But you're the one who broke up with me," Yixing is saying, and for some reason his voice comes through as if from the other end of a very long tunnel, soft and warped. He seems miles away.

Lu Han stares studiously at the patterned lampshade in the corner of the hotel room, twists his fingers into the hem of his shirt. His leg jitters against the bedside table. "I know."

"So-you want to-"

"Talk about it?" Lu Han blurts out. He examines the sweep of Yixing's mussed-up fringe as it falls into his eyes. "Just because we're not dating anymore doesn't mean you aren't still my best friend. I want to talk to him." He swallows, throat dry. "To you."

"You're the one who broke up with me," Yixing repeats, incredulous this time. His hands bunch in the sheets of the twin bed, crease the crisp white cotton. "Look, I can't separate myself into boyfriend Yixing and best friend Yixing. People don't work like that. And even they did, I don't think I could. I need some space, alright? A lot of space." He shakes his head and glances down.

For a moment, Lu Han can see, clear as day, the same dip of Yixing's head from half a world and half a month away, in a completely different hotel room-can see himself getting up to leave, we should end this dropping out of his mouth before he can stop himself. He can hear Yixing's murmured assent still ringing in his ears. If that's what you want.

Then, Yixing's voice rising with nascent anger, now: "We couldn't have discussed this when we were, I don't know, actually dating? Lord knows we talked about everything else we could think of-"

Lu Han blinks. His toes sink into the thick carpet as Yixing frowns at him, unhappy in a way Lu Han knows he can't fix. "You never asked."

Re: seeking a friend at the end of the world, lay/lu han, pg

[anonymous]

For a moment, Lu Han can see, clear as day, the same dip of Yixing's head from half a world and half a month away, in a completely different hotel room-can see himself getting up to leave, we should end this dropping out of his mouth before he can stop himself.

;~~~~; i love you.

Re: seeking a friend at the end of the world, lay/lu han, pg

[anonymous]

♥♥♥ :* likewiseee

op

[anonymous]

sobs i knew i was masochistic to request this but ;~~~~; why luhan why

and not to copy the anon above but i really love this line
For a moment, Lu Han can see, clear as day, the same dip of Yixing's head from half a world and half a month away, in a completely different hotel room-can see himself getting up to leave, we should end this dropping out of his mouth before he can stop himself.

this hurts so good. thank you for filling the prompt, anon ♥

Re: op

[anonymous]

oh man, i'm really relieved you liked this, op! ♥ thank you for the lovely gut-wrenching prompt :')

Re: seeking a friend at the end of the world, lay/lu han, pg

[anonymous]

ANOOOOON.

My heart. It bleeds. This hurts, and in a good way ;____;