I read this fic like 20 minutes ago and I want to comment so badly.. but I couldn't seem to think of something that would make this a decent comment.. I still can't seem to think of something.. But I'm going to try. I read a lot of angst fics yet only a handful could make me feel the way I'm feeling right now. A dark cloud hanging above my head, my mood suddenly going downwards. This fic did that to me and it's a good way! While reading this I was so hurt and felt so sorry for all three of them going through everything. Especially Donghae and Kyuhyun. I really wanted to cry, because I just couldn't see a light at the end of the tunnel.. Only darkness. This is zo amazingly written, words can not express how fantastic this was. It's so heavy and dark and twisted. The ending is just heart wrenching to me. It was beyond amazing how you wrote this and how you planned this whole plot to go. x
OH HAI I SHAMELESSLY STALK YOUR LJ SOMETIMES NBD ANY COMMENT YOU MIGHT LEAVE WILL MAKE ME SQUEAL LIKE A LITTLE GIRL I don't know how this got so angsty, I mean I started with the goal of Hyukjae dying BUT I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO BE SO DARK yes i did but really, this did turn out alot darker than i originally planned i'm still iffy about it, but i think it'll grow on me ^^ but really, your lj is opened on another tab right now i scared you awaaaay ♥
you did not scare me awaaaayyy!!! Oh my god, I'm squealing and happy dancing right now!!! It reaally is good! Like so friggin' good I went to bed sad and depressed ahah I'm happy I made you squeal like a little girl! Had the same reaction when I read your reply ^__^
I LOVED THIS! this was amazing and omg, twisted fanfics ♥♥♥♥♥♥ it was really really sad and heartbreaking, but it was beautiful ;______________________________; Forever hating Siwon and ugh, can I punch Hyukjae? )8 and cuddle Kyuhyun ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;
Yes, you may punch Hyukjae. When I read back over this, I was thinking "man, what an asshole" but i do love assholes THAT SOUNDS DIRTY. WAT. Thank you for reading~ ♥
I get the feeling that everyone hates all the characters except Kyuhyun xD But even I can't hide my love for him... he wasn't even supposed to be in this Yeah, donghae is just a bit crazy... but that's his charm right? Or not Thanks for reading! ♥
this is awesome awesome awesome. my heart was twisting and i was feeling so sad for hae.
well except i am a bit slow and i dont get the ending. what does he mean he won? he killed hyukjae or he convinced hyukjae to shoot himself? or was he saying he won because he still lived after hyuk died or what. why?
I'l explain the ending! It is a bit confusing ^^ The ending refers to the beginning were it says that hurting each other is the basis of their relationship and it's like a game that Hyukjae usually wins. Hyukjae kills himself on his own, but Donghae sorta twists that into 'I won the game' because he sorta in a way drove Hyukjae to suicide. Does that make sense? I kinda had a hard time explaining Thank you for reading! ♥
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Thank you for reading~
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I read a lot of angst fics yet only a handful could make me feel the way I'm feeling right now. A dark cloud hanging above my head, my mood suddenly going downwards. This fic did that to me and it's a good way! While reading this I was so hurt and felt so sorry for all three of them going through everything. Especially Donghae and Kyuhyun. I really wanted to cry, because I just couldn't see a light at the end of the tunnel.. Only darkness.
This is zo amazingly written, words can not express how fantastic this was. It's so heavy and dark and twisted. The ending is just heart wrenching to me.
It was beyond amazing how you wrote this and how you planned this whole plot to go.
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I SHAMELESSLY STALK YOUR LJ SOMETIMES NBD
ANY COMMENT YOU MIGHT LEAVE WILL MAKE ME SQUEAL LIKE A LITTLE GIRL
I don't know how this got so angsty, I mean I started with the goal of Hyukjae dying BUT I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO BE SO DARK
yes i did
but really, this did turn out alot darker than i originally planned
i'm still iffy about it, but i think it'll grow on me ^^
but really, your lj is opened on another tab right now
i scared you awaaaay
♥
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Oh my god, I'm squealing and happy dancing right now!!! It reaally is good! Like so friggin' good I went to bed sad and depressed
ahah I'm happy I made you squeal like a little girl! Had the same reaction when I read your reply ^__^
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this was amazing and omg, twisted fanfics ♥♥♥♥♥♥
it was really really sad and heartbreaking, but it was beautiful ;______________________________;
Forever hating Siwon and ugh, can I punch Hyukjae? )8 and cuddle Kyuhyun ;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;
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but i do love assholes
THAT SOUNDS DIRTY.
WAT.
Thank you for reading~
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I reeeeeeeeeeally dislike Hyukjae in this. >.>
Poor Donghae. His life is so hard.
I'll kill Siwon. Not only did he hurt Donghae, but he hurt my Kyuhyunnie!
A guy getting a blow job from another guy totally doesn't make him gay. >.< idiots.
Hyoyeon! <3
Hyukjae was an asshole throughout this whole thing.
But I'm still kinda sad that he killed himself.
DONGHAE IS CRAZY. I knew it.
Or maybe I didn't.
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But even I can't hide my love for him... he wasn't even supposed to be in this
Yeah, donghae is just a bit crazy... but that's his charm right?
Or not
Thanks for reading!
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well except i am a bit slow and i dont get the ending. what does he mean he won? he killed hyukjae or he convinced hyukjae to shoot himself? or was he saying he won because he still lived after hyuk died or what. why?
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The ending refers to the beginning were it says that hurting each other is the basis of their relationship and it's like a game that Hyukjae usually wins. Hyukjae kills himself on his own, but Donghae sorta twists that into 'I won the game' because he sorta in a way drove Hyukjae to suicide.
Does that make sense? I kinda had a hard time explaining
Thank you for reading!
♥
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poor hae. still lost till the end. this is soooo good i'm re-reading it
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