waving her chipped porcelain hand - now we see her flaws

[senyen]

it's been an odd and quick week...
a good ride so far.

-allan and i took a random trip up to Carmel, IN on monday-tuesday to visit Tk and his incredible house
-bangs are covering my forehead now (compliments of allan's scissor skills)
-there was a murder across the street
-a man in a dinosaur costume scared the utter hell out of me at work
-allan and i watched Latter Days last night; a movie about a mormon missionary that falls in love with another man

i suppose that life goes on
flows in the sense that it moves each day
and i am learning
i read many books and it makes me happy :]
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clocks are ticking in this house...but that is only relative to my perception
i exist without the clock handing me the future
but the clock is nothing without the power i give it
i have control over time...
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i would like a ficus tree, and i would also like it to rain