i will touch the changing bump of your fingers
last night i dreamed
it began with me being in bed
wearing what i am wearing
stretched out next to allan as i stretch
but there was a woman on our fire escape
a black woman crouched on bare feet
she was holding one of our decorative glass lanterns
she looked at me and then smashed it
i woke up
i felt good knowing that what had taken place was only a strange fantasy
everything was safe and in place as it should have been
so i decided to go to a party in the woods wearing a long flowing dress
AJ McQuillen raped a girl at the party and i knew and i saw
it was night
and the woods were dark
i left the party in a white pick-up truck with someone who was a combination of Treni, Sarah Martin and Seef
AJ was chasing us in a vehicle i couldn't see
i wished Allan was their to protect me; but i had left him asleep in bed
we reached a small town
and tried to hide in a diner/computer center with strange florescent greenish lighting and local men in flannel shirts with weathered faces
AJ was sitting at one of the computers
he looked up at me and told me i was beautiful
that he really had always liked me and that everything was going to be all right as long as i have sex with him and be his prisoner
i ran
i was alone and scared and no one in the town would help or understand
i called out for Allan
but i knew i was going to be attacked
the truck was so far away and it was so dark...the roads lead to nowhere safe...
Allan is next to me asleep
the sky is minty green
and all my glass lanterns are safe
it began with me being in bed
wearing what i am wearing
stretched out next to allan as i stretch
but there was a woman on our fire escape
a black woman crouched on bare feet
she was holding one of our decorative glass lanterns
she looked at me and then smashed it
i woke up
i felt good knowing that what had taken place was only a strange fantasy
everything was safe and in place as it should have been
so i decided to go to a party in the woods wearing a long flowing dress
AJ McQuillen raped a girl at the party and i knew and i saw
it was night
and the woods were dark
i left the party in a white pick-up truck with someone who was a combination of Treni, Sarah Martin and Seef
AJ was chasing us in a vehicle i couldn't see
i wished Allan was their to protect me; but i had left him asleep in bed
we reached a small town
and tried to hide in a diner/computer center with strange florescent greenish lighting and local men in flannel shirts with weathered faces
AJ was sitting at one of the computers
he looked up at me and told me i was beautiful
that he really had always liked me and that everything was going to be all right as long as i have sex with him and be his prisoner
i ran
i was alone and scared and no one in the town would help or understand
i called out for Allan
but i knew i was going to be attacked
the truck was so far away and it was so dark...the roads lead to nowhere safe...
Allan is next to me asleep
the sky is minty green
and all my glass lanterns are safe