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Well today was intersting. I realized that I've lost nearly all my ambition to succeed. I'm sitting here watching one of my favorite movies of all time and I'm not even pumped about it. I need to work harder, I know it. I may not be that old, but I've already figured it out that the key, most important thing, you can do, is to work hard. If you work hard, smart, and do it right, you can accomplish amazing things. Hard work is a virtue I used to be blessed with, but I don't know what happened. I spoke with my mother tonight and she just kept ensuring me of the consequences of not working hard. I don't really want to end up at a mediocre school.
I bid on a bunch of movies tonight. If I win them all, which I'm already losing enogh to make it okay, but I can still be out quite a bit of money. I've already won "A Clockwork Orange," and "Lost in Translation." I'm pretty excited about both of them being great films. I'm still bidding on a fair amount, but I think I would like Magnolia the most. I want to get Brazil too, but it's hard to find unless you want the three disc thing thats too expensive.
So the whole social situation is crazy. I don't really know what to do about it all. I think two of my friends are going to hook up eventually, because from what I hear, they both like eachother. The prospects have diminished to the point that I don't even care anymore. I quit with it. I'm not upset, I'm just recognizing the situation, and I'm gonna just pull and Alex Ingram and not do anything for a while.
"Dead..," "You send flowers?" "Dated his wife for a while," "well." Good movie.
Sigh too little to do.
Ezekiel
I bid on a bunch of movies tonight. If I win them all, which I'm already losing enogh to make it okay, but I can still be out quite a bit of money. I've already won "A Clockwork Orange," and "Lost in Translation." I'm pretty excited about both of them being great films. I'm still bidding on a fair amount, but I think I would like Magnolia the most. I want to get Brazil too, but it's hard to find unless you want the three disc thing thats too expensive.
So the whole social situation is crazy. I don't really know what to do about it all. I think two of my friends are going to hook up eventually, because from what I hear, they both like eachother. The prospects have diminished to the point that I don't even care anymore. I quit with it. I'm not upset, I'm just recognizing the situation, and I'm gonna just pull and Alex Ingram and not do anything for a while.
"Dead..," "You send flowers?" "Dated his wife for a while," "well." Good movie.
Sigh too little to do.
Ezekiel