Raped Blair

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Hi! I have been looking for a fic on and off for about three years... In it, Blair leaves the loft to give Jim and... Someone, Caroline? Some alone time. He goes to a bar and is given a drugged drink, and is later raped. I seem to remember the bad guy being a serial rapist who uses a specific cocktail of drugs and then throws his victims from a moving car, and is called the Rambler or something. It's pretty much a rape recovery fic. Sound familiar?

I'd love any help! It's driving me mad that I can't find it even though I remember so much about it...