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I hope I'm not mixing 2 different fics, here. I remember Blair was found in the loft and the doctors thought it was a suicide attempt, but he told Jim and Simon that it wasn't. I remember Joel got really upset because his own kid had killed himself. I remember later on some FBI asshole came from Blair with an out of date warrant and tried to take him into custody. Then Jim, Simon, and Blair all went to this one place Blair had lived when he was a child. He'd been molested and there was confusion as to whether Blair or Naomi had killed him, but in the end it turned out to be some skanky neighbor dude. It was really good, and really long. It was slash, b/j first time. Anyone know it?