It's been a while since I've read this story so I'm not sure if what I remember is entirely correct. Anyways, Blair is kidnapped by a murderer and Jim tracks him down. When Jim finds him, he is so relieved to find him that he kisses him. Despite this, the story is gen because Jim kind of freaks out about it until Blair explains his (Jim's) reaction using some Native American example/term of a warrior bond or something.
I have no idea who could have written it or where exactly I read it, because it was many years ago that I read it. I just really want to read it again and I am relying on you excellent people to either point me in the right direction or tell me my search is pointless, and I should move on to trying to find the first slashy story I ever read. :)
Thanks in advance!
(first time poster, i hope i did okay with the tags)
ETA: Better, possibly more accurate, description in first comment.
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Mixed Emotions by D.C. Black. Thank you, everyone! You're all beautiful!