specific blair leaves fic

[psychgirl81]

Does anyone remember a J/B slash fic where Blair leaves because he dreams the whole dissertation disaster and wants to protect Jim and decides the only way to do that is to disappear? I think I remember that when Jim found him Blair was living in the back of a bookstore he worked at and that Blair was in somewhat bad shape for some reason. If anyone recognizes this I would be really grateful.

Thanks!