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sentina

The Last Boyscout...

Jul 08, 2009 00:11

My Camarilla membership expired on 06/20/09...I still haven't renewed. I just can't justify spending another 20 bucks realizing that I am the only one wanting to play the protagonist striving for the greater good. Sad...very sad ( Read more... )

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nuke_c July 8 2009, 17:19:22 UTC

Wow.

Sometimes your ego amazes me. Oh Abraham of the Cam.

Good lord.

Seriously don't seek your answers in others, be a lighthouse in the storm to yourself.

You missed it... sentina July 9 2009, 03:13:14 UTC

The point was more to find 10 people who play the game like I do.

3 responces. Not a good start. You know anyone?

arimenthe July 8 2009, 17:21:39 UTC

I could find players that meet all those designations.

I could find characters that meet some of them...but I don't hang out with PC's...I hang out with people.

But mostly, love, you need to do what makes you *happy*.. if you're not happy doing it, then don't do it. IF you think that working to make something better is worth it, than do it.

I only know that sitting on the sidelines and bitching about something, but not working to change it, is silly. And if the Camarilla isn't what we all want, anymore, then we should build something that IS what we want to do, and make something better, more fulfilling and important.

I've offered ties to help you with a new lost - I'd like to see you there.. but if you don't come.. your decision.

/hugs..

Sorry, M... sentina July 9 2009, 03:19:40 UTC

I think I might just sit it out until a real reset.

As long as there are creatures like Raistlyn walking around who want to kill characters for the sake of killing characters, I just wont survive. She one of the poster children of what is wrong with the Cam. I realised that when she asked me if Erica cried when she lost Mary.

Come to think of it, the only thing that is right about the cam is the OOC charity work. I just don't want to deal with the charity cases anymore.

Re: Sorry, M... arimenthe July 9 2009, 03:25:21 UTC

I completely understand.

I will miss you at game (but will still see you a bunch, I hope.) I had hoped to convince you to come play with MEEEEEEE....

Re: Sorry, M... highway_west July 9 2009, 04:39:48 UTC

If that is what you are worried about, I can help you.

I'm helping some people create ties in your area and defense coetrie.

highway_west July 8 2009, 17:57:12 UTC

I took a three or four year break.

It made me appreciate the Camarilla again.

Your friends will always be your friends.

Well... sentina July 9 2009, 03:19:55 UTC

See you then...

Re: Well... highway_west July 9 2009, 04:38:19 UTC

Hopefully, I'll see you at parties and the like.

My time away in troupe games really made me appreciate the crazyness.

mistcat July 9 2009, 04:33:41 UTC

Stepping back is hard to do but sometimes so necessary. I hope you find what you need in the places you look for it.

I think of you and Shannon as friends and will miss you both, since I don't seem to cross paths with you outside the Cam.

sara_super_id July 9 2009, 05:35:37 UTC

I agree with anyone who is not having fun stepping away temporarily or permanently ( ... )