Falling in Again - Uruha x Aoi - 8/xx

Jan 07, 2008 02:18

Title: Falling in Again
Chapters: 8/xx
Author: sentimentalenvy
Genre: AU/Romance/Comedy
Ratings: R
Warnings: For this chapter? *cooough >D*, geeky virgin Aoi not anymore D:
Pairing/Characters: Uruha x Aoi
Synopsis: School and maintaining outstanding grades has always been the important thing in Aoi’s life. He had never really bothered to care for a romantic relationship of any sort. That was how Aoi liked it and he intends to keep it that way, possibly forever if he had to. But an unexpected turn of events starts to turn on him. How will Aoi deal with his life from here?
Comments: Okay, I know it's been forever since this fic has been updated, and no I have not given up on it =0=;! It is indeed my first Gazette fic ever, and I intend on finishing it ><; Although it's kind of sad to say that I don't see many new chapters for this fic :( so it's coming to an end ~_~





8

Ever since that day, Aoi had started to avoid Uruha. Everything had been too awkward, and with how things were going with Erika, Aoi was in a mess. He figured if he were to stick with Uruha, things would be even more complicated with him and Erika. All he ever wanted was to be with a great girlfriend, but he had never imagined this. The last thing on his mind was letting himself be touched so intimately by another man.

Erika called called him to break it off with him, and Aoi had no choice but to agree. What's with girls anyway? He could never understand those creatures. Was it because Aoi had been lonely for so long he had turned gay? NO, he still had interest for women. He had found Erika attractive after all, so he could be considered officially bisexual. Things had been too awkward with Uruha, so Aoi had decided to avoid him for awhile so they wouldn't have any more awkward encounters. But then, if he avoided Uruha he would have made everything even more complicated, wouldn't he?

"Ahrgh I can't take this...!" Aoi flopped onto his bed and rolled onto his back.

Maybe he was really meant to be alone. He didn't get rejected in elementary throughout high school for nothing. It's not like he even tried asking any girls in the first place. Maybe one or two, but they had turned him down for the sexy jocks Aoi never bothered to become. Aoi rolled onto his stomach and rested his head in his arms.

Several minutes had passed, and Aoi felt a sudden vibration in the pockets of his pants. Rolling lazily onto his stomach, he reached into his pocket to pick up his phone.

"Hello?"

"Yo my finally deflowered friend," Ruki said, and Aoi could have sworn he heard Reita and Kai chuckling in the background. "Whatcha doin? If you're not busy, Reita, Kai and I are wondering if you'd like to go out? Have a drink?"

"Shut up. We didn't do anything, and no, I have exams to study for," Aoi growled, flipping onto his stomach again, he rested his head on his arm. Maybe going back to his old habits under the books was more convenient for him. He would probably be the only guy in the universe with no love life. He would have to live with the 'you-need-to-get-laid' comments. It was alright. He had lived with it before he got into this mess, he can live with it after.

"Awh come on man. Don't be such a book worm. You were doing so well when you met Uruha and Erika. Don't spoil it," Reita had spoken into the phone after taking it away from Ruki. "You can't expect every relationship to run smoothly and shit. Everything has bound to have a flaw in them."

"I don't care. I've been dumped by Erika, and now I've ended up avoiding Uruha because I'm too much of a coward to face him. I don't need this, and I don't want it," Aoi shot back, and before he hung up, Reita had interrupted once more.

"Well Uruha just called me at least 10 minutes ago. He's coming over to your place now. I didn't wanna tell you, because honestly Aoi, you're going to have to stop being a pussy and running away. You're a man. Act like it."

"ARE YOU FUCKING-?!" Aoi immediately hung up and ran for his door. 10 minutes ago eh? Aoi didn't know where Uruha had left from, so he couldn't really predict if the blonde was near or not. For now, he shouldn't waste anytime. Fumbling with the locks on his door, he jerked it open to see Uruha already standing before him. His eyes widened in surprise. Aoi didn't have a time to gasp properly when Uruha stepped forward to pull Aoi to him and crushed his lips and mouth into a harsh, bruising kiss.

"Do you think it's funny? Playing with my feelings like that? Being a tease?" Uruha whispered against Aoi's lips. "If you wanted me to back off, you should have told me sooner. You didn't have to lead me on," he looked into Aoi's eyes. "Would have saved me from my suffering and heartbreak for so long. Don't worry, I didn't come by to beg for you to love me since I think I got my answer to that already. I love you Aoi. But I can't let myself be with someone who doesn't want me even if I tried," Uruha stopped speaking for a moment to look down at the floor, and his eyes shifted to look Aoi straight in the eye. "I just wanted to make this our official farewell."

The way Uruha was speaking towards him sounded so cold. So different. From the first time they met, Uruha seemed like the calm cool guy. When Aoi had gotten closer to the blonde, he had been more goofy and a lot dorky than Aoi had imagined. But right now, everything was the opposite of the usual cheery Uruha. Did Uruha loathe him? Aoi certainly didn't want that.

"N-No, Uruha it's not like that," Aoi clung to Uruha's coat as the other man had released his hold. "I-Don't hate me. Please," Aoi whispered, resting his head on Uruha's shoulder and he cried silently.

Uruha sighed softly,"Aoi, I don't hate you..." He wrapped his arms around Aoi to hold him close. "Calm down...I didn't...I didn't mean goodbye goodbye...I just-Aoi, please don't cry," he whispered against the side of Aoi's head and subconsciously kissed it.

"Uruha...I'm sorry I'm such a coward," Aoi murmured against Uruha's coat. "I want to try this but, I'm just confused and this is new to me," he sniffed. "Heck, relationship things confuse me, and I already feel so lost."

"Aoi, this is the perfect time to try something new. If you don't try it, how do you expect to have what you want in the future?" Uruha closed his eyes and rested his head against Aoi's. "I'm sorry I'm not what you expect...I'm not a girl, and you can't have children with me and all...but," Uruha lifted Aoi's chin up to look at those dark brown orbs. "As much as I try to convince myself to forget you, I just can't. Why you have this much affect on me, I don't know. What I do know, is that if you stay with me, I'll make you the happiest man alive. I'll make you feel wanted," he whispered, knowing that sounded so overrated, but that was how those words escaped his lips, and he meant it.

Aoi sniffed, and he put both hands at each side of Uruha's head to pull him in for a kiss. Never had anyone confessed to him the way Uruha had, not even Erika. He thought Erika was the one for him, but it seemed that she was only the girl Aoi longed for since childhood. Now, she could finally be replaced.

* * * * * * * * * *

"Aoi..." Uruha gasped as he was pushed onto Aoi's bed. "are you...you're joking right?" he looked up at Aoi who had straddled the blonde to settle on his hips.

"Why would I joke about something like this?" he smiled slyly as he moved his hand up Uruha's shirt. "It's something you wanted since that day right?" he leaned down to nibble teasingly at Uruha's neck. He was pleased to hear a rewarding groan.

"This is...so unusual of you...this is your first time too," Uruha gasped once more when Aoi's hand found its way between both their legs to run its fingers over Uruha's excited friend.

"I know, but I'm going with my feeling, and I think I know what I want," Aoi grinned and leaned forward to balance his weight on his hands at either side of Uruha's head.

With an experimental thrust with his hips, Aoi and Uruha both gasped. Wanting to feel more of the blonde's welcoming arousal, Aoi had his knees spreaded apart further and he pushed once more causing Uruha to moan and grip his hips, impatiently forcing Aoi's arousal to rub harder against him.

Aoi was writhing against him, and he figured by sitting up, it would feel much more different. He was new to all this, but it wasn't like he had no idea what to do. Uruha continued pushing him down and Aoi obliged. It felt great, but Aoi found the clothing between them rather annoying. Between gasps and pants, Aoi managed to let out a strangled moan before attempting to speak.

"U-Uru-" Aoi began to speak, but he was cut off with a yelp when Uruha tried an experiment of his own by thrusting up against him.

Aoi gave up on speaking from then on, and he did not waste another minute devesting Uruha of his coat and shirt.

Tossing the coat and shirt somewhere on the floor, Aoi pushed Uruha back down to catch his lips in a chaste kiss. He let out a little squeak when he was flipped over and pinned against the bed by the wrists.

Aoi figured Uruha was going to try to remove his thin black sweater, but isntead, Uruha had decided to speed things up by pulling Aoi's boxers down with a quick yank. The man immediately gasped when the cool air hit his arousal and thighs, and he shivered slightly from the sensation of Uruha's hands already running down his pale thigh.

"I've been dreaming about this day for so long," Uruha looked up at Aoi with hooded eyes as he bent down to touch the tip of Aoi's arousal with his nose before letting it slip down and rest against his full lips.

Aoi had never had another man go down on him before, hell not even a woman had. He had shamefully seen it in some pornos Ruki had him watch, and to be honest, he was disturbed by that fact; the image in general was just disturbing. Aoi didn't really have a chance to tell Uruha to stop now.

The brunette threw his head back and let out a strangled cry when Uruha had already took a part of him into his mouth. A hand dived into Uruha's hair to urge him on while the other dropped against the sheets to death grip it.

Uruha's tongue was a lot talented than Aoi had given him credit for. Aoi wanted to watch his length disappear deeper through those gorgeous lips, but he was having some problems himself trying to keep them open. Uruha seemd to know where the right spots were, and he could tell by the different volume and tone of Aoi's moans to pinpoint at which areas made Aoi feel good. Putting a hand at Aoi's hip to hold him down, Uruha used his free hand to pump his shaft to milk Aoi's orgasm out.

Having trouble breathing normally, Aoi's mouth was kept open even though he felt it was rather embarassing for his mouth to be so wide open like that, it was something he couldn't help. Chest heaving up and down, Aoi was becoming more vocal in his speech of giberish, and with a final stroke of Uruha's hands he released into Uruha's mouth.

Some of Aoi's come had dribbled down on Uruha's chin, and the blonde used his index finger to clean it and lick it. He hovered over Aoi to see the man panting heavily and already sweaty and spent. It was the first time he had seen Aoi in the most vulnerable state, and he was loving it.

After a good while of rest, Aoi's hands shot out to tug at Uruha's pants and he had begun to fumble with Uruha's belt. Uruha let out a chuckle and swatted at Aoi's hands to move away from the brunette to remove the last article of annoying clothing. Aoi sat up on his elbows to watch Uruha remove his pants with his undergarments. When Uruha neared the bed, Aoi had already pulled him down on top of them causing the two to fall back against the bed.

"You sure are impatient for an inexperienced one," Uruha grinned, earning a smack on the arm from Aoi.

"Shut up," Aoi said, glaring at Uruha while the blonde lifted Aoi's large sweater over his stomach and head.

Tossing the sweater aside, Uruha leaned down to taste Aoi's tanned nipple earning a whimper from the man beneath him. Fingers dived into blonde brown hair to silently tell him to continue. Uruha took the nipple between his teeth and playfully flicked at it with his tongue before he had started to nibble. Uruha dragged his lips across Aoi's chest to give the neglected nipple the same treatment, and Aoi only whimpered more and gripped onto his hair in encouragement.

"Uruha, stop...you're...you're stalling," Aoi whined, as he began to wrap his legs around Uruha's hips. "I'm so...I'm so hard," he whispered, and blushed at how he had put it. "Do something about it..." he didn't mean to sound demanding, but he wasn't the one being teased here.

Uruha planted a kiss or two at Aoi's neck and suckled at the soft skin before letting the skin go between his teeth. He looked up at Aoi and wondered what he could use to relieve Aoi from the pain. Aoi was a virgin who didn't care for things such as intimacy, so it was impossible for him to have a lube or a condom.

"Aoi...I doubt you'd have any lube or protection. What do you want me to use?" Uruha asked as he watched Aoi for a response and a solution.

"Well...Ruki gave me a pack of condoms and a tube of lube for my last birthday..." Aoi softly said with a heated blush tainting his cheeks. "It's hidden in the last drawer of my night stand," Aoi said, pointing at the nightstand beside his bed.

Uruha laughed,"Well thank you Ruki."

He hopped off of Aoi and fumbled in the last drawer of Aoi's belongings and popped his head up with a triumphant grin. He tossed the items next to Aoi and made his way back on top of Aoi to ravish at his neck some more. Aoi wrapped his arms around Uruha's shoulders and pulled Uruha in for a series of gentle kisses.

Uruha broke the last kiss to grab at the bag of condoms, but Aoi took the condoms from Uruha's hands. Uruha looked at Aoi with wide eyes and a surprised expression made its way onto his face as well as worry.

"Aoi-"

"I trust you if you haven't slept with anyone else without protection," Aoi said, having trouble looking at Uruha in the eyes.

He had no experience whatsoever, but even a virgin would know better that sex without a barrier felt so much better without some piece of rubber in the way of true pleasure. Uruha continued to stare at him with confused eyes, but after a couple of seconds, he smiled.

"Actually, I haven't...as a matter of fact you're going to be the first," he grinned as Aoi smiled back and let go of Uruha's wrist.

"Then...proceed," Aoi smiled and waited as Uruha fumbled with the lube and extracted some onto his fingers.

Lube coated fingers rubbed against Aoi's entrance before making it's first penetration, causing Aoi to gasp and cringe a little. Uruha bent down to kiss Aoi's nose and lips to reassure him that everything was going to be okay, and that it was necessary.

After a good while, Aoi nodded his head, and Uruha took that as a yes to insert another making Aoi whine. Again, Uruha pampered Aoi with kisses to calm him down, which worked especially when Uruha had started scissoring to stretch. Slowly, he added a third and Aoi seemed to be used to the stretching, and Uruha was glad that Aoi had gotten over part one for now.

He slipped his fingers out of Aoi's entrance, and Aoi whined in protest, but he immediately quieted down when Uruha started to coat his arousal with plenty of lube. Uruha rested on his elbows on either side of Aoi's head and kissed Aoi's lips gently.

"Last chance Aoi," he whispered, and watched Aoi in case the brunette would change his mind.

Aoi only answered by wrapping his legs around Uruha's hips and lifted his hips against Uruha's in a begging manner making Uruha chuckle and nod. He made sure his cock was positioned correctly, and with a silent whisper of an I'm sorry, he inserted the head of his cock into Aoi's tight heat and sunk deeper before gasping against Aoi's ear. Uruha was trying his hardest to resist the urge to slam all the way into Aoi right at that spot, but thankfully he was distracted when Aoi let out a little cry of pain.

Uruha took Aoi's lower lip into his mouth and released it. He pampered Aoi's full parted lips with soft kisses, silently telling to relax. Aoi's eyebrows still seemed to be knitted together, but Uruha could tell Aoi was trying his best to relax.

Aoi's breath was uneven, and he knew pain was to come. Even if Uruha had prepped him, he still felt the pain, and he kept on telling himself it was to be expected. Uruha was big, he felt like he was ripped in half, and all Aoi could do, was to get used to the feeling by relaxing against Uruha's kisses.

After a long painful moment, Aoi felt the pain subside, and he moved his hand up to cup Uruha's cheeks and tell him he was ready. Uruha smiled and kissed Aoi's ear before slowly withdrawing from Aoi, and pushed in slowly. Aoi felt a sudden feeling of something he couldn't describe as Uruha took his first experimental thrusting, and a hand traveled up into Uruha's hair as his other arm held onto Uruha's shoulder.

Moans and whimpers filtered from Aoi's lips as his fingernails dug harshly into Uruha's back as the blonde continued his ministrations; thrusts strong but steady. Uruha knew one's first time must never be so quickly right away, and Aoi had to know the feeling of being loved. There would be a time where they would have some other fun, but today was Aoi's day.

Aoi seemed to have other plans in his mind after a long moment of steady love making. Aoi's left leg traveled up Uruha's back as his right tangled with Uruha's and right after that one thrust, Aoi's unexpected scream ruined the series of moans and whimpers. Uruha had realized he had struck Aoi's prostate, and he angled his next thrust only to receive the same rewarding cry and writhing of Aoi's body.

Clinging tighter against the blonde, Aoi shifted his hips up a little urgently, encouraging the blonde to move a little faster. Uruha didn't seem to get that message, since he was so caught up in his own world, but Aoi's whines had grown more needy, and he was clinging tighter. His mind was snapped out of his trance when Aoi tossed his head back and begged Uruha to get more aggresive than the pace he was going at. Uruha leaned down to take Aoi's mouth in a slow passionate kiss.

"Are you sure?" Uruha asked, panting as he recieved an eager nod from Aoi. Uruha whispered an okay, withdrew, and pushed harder, and quickened his pace making Aoi's moans and cries rise at a higher octave.

It didn't take long for Aoi to plant his right foot against the mattress of the bed firmly, and move his hips up to meet Uruha's thrusts. Uruha took that as a hint to give Aoi more, and Aoi seemed a lot more satisfied when Uruha had started slamming into him, causing Aoi to scream in surprise.

Aoi pulled Uruha down by the neck and whispered harshly into the blonde's ear to tell him that he was beyond close. Nodding, Uruha took Aoi's mouth into a deep kiss and the battle was on. Aoi didn't feel ridiculous at all; perhaps they looked like insane animals right now, but his cock begged to differ. He needed release, and as childish as that sounded, he wanted it now.

A hand slipped in between Aoi's legs, and before Uruha had a chance to play with it to its release, Aoi was way ahead of him when he came. Unexpectedly, Aoi let out a strangled scream of Uruha's name and spilled himself all over their abdomen and Uruha's hand.

It took a couple of more harsh thrusts into that tightness for Uruha to loose himself. Moaning Aoi's name into Aoi's mouth, he released messily inside of the brunette, and Aoi's leg slowly slid from Uruha's mid back.

"That..." Aoi tried to speak in between pants. "I...I can't believe..."he gasped greedily for air as Uruha kissed Aoi's neck and slowly slid out of the man to slump next to him while still holding him at the same time.

"...what is it?" he asked, trying to catch his breath.

"I can't believe I missed out on that until now!" Aoi huffed, less panting, but more angrily.

Uruha let out a hysterical laugh and he pulled Aoi on top of him, making Aoi squeak in surprise as he was sitting astride Uruha. He looked down confused at the blonde.

"What do you say about a round 2 to make up all those years of your past sexless life?" Uruha suggested, wriggling his eyebrows. Aoi gasped.

"You..." he frowned. "You're really going to get it now," he grabbed Uruha by his cock, and forgetting about lacking much experience, he slid himself down, sheathing Uruha's arousal with his warmth earning a satisfied groan from the two. Round two was on.

* * * * * * * * * *
The next day, Aoi had agreed to hang out with Ruki when he had attempted to make Aoi go out. They both sat on a bench in the park, and watched some kids run by. Ruki's eyes narrowed suspiciously at Aoi's happy expression, and he nudged at Aoi while he was trying to drink his coffee.

"H-Hey! This is hot!" Aoi frowned, as he tried to drink his coffee once more. It didn't surprise him that Ruki wasn't happy today. Maybe he didn't get his sex.

"You're a little too happy, and from the way you're walking, I'd say you had some last night," he had stated that rather bluntly causing Aoi to spit out part of his coffee.

"W-What?! The way I was walking?! So my ass is a little sore, it's normal!" he shot back as he realized his mistake.

"AH HAH! You horny little bitch!" Ruki exclaimed, as he stood up and pointed at Aoi.

"Sh-Shhh Ruki! Not so loud! Sit down! People are staring," Aoi sunk lower in the bench as parents and children were watching Ruki as he rambled on about how proud he was.

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