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YAY YAY YAY YAY
i had the most excellent bday
thanks to all my friends
i got a beta fish named Mr. Limpet
i got some cool things like posters, cards, clothes, pictures, calendar, pillow, magnets, books, cds, play-dough, a crown, much more good stuff.
and everyone suprised me and planned this great big party with all my friends and everyone was there and they kept it a secret and it was good and i like to make run on sentences.
but the party was sneaky...tyler was there.....i almost cried cause it was the sweetest thing.
we had yummy food & played the mummy game & pin the tongue on teresa & ddr.
it was so nice. it was exciting. horrah.
and then tyler was here and we spent the night in the dorms hanging out. i love to see my baby. and i had class & then we went shopping a bit, got melissa a bracelet.
me & tyler bought this black cherry juice, all natural. it's icky. we hung out thursday night with tim & reb, went to his apartment and had a little party. I got pretty bummed out and remembered some stuff that scared me for a while, i was just really upset for a while. but i eventually sat down on the couch with everyone and watched tv.
friday morning, needless to say, i still had a headache and wasn't feeling too well. but i was a trooper, cause i know i won't ever forgive myself for skipping class cause of my choices the night before.......anyhow, i got through the morning ok.
friday after class & work we headed home. we got to tyler's and it was good to just be back home, feeling like a break. we hung out there for a while before we went to my house. we went to the football game at home, sherrard was whomping some ass the first half, but then they didn't score at all the second half. but it's ok, they won still. I basically went to see Melissa march, cause i didn't get to last year at all. the band is really weak, but it's cute. I saw Mr.Sundberg and Mr.LaRoche there too.
Eventually we decided to go back to my house. And when i got there Heather and DanDan were there to suprise me!!!! CRAZY... two suprise parties in a week. but we had cake & heather gave me some homemade soaps. and then the biggest suprise
SHANNON showed up. hehe. yay. it was crazy, i totally wasn't expecting it and i had just seen her last weekend and it was cool to have her home! we read some curious george, played some video games, went out to eat at denny's, talked and had an all around good time. it's weird that we're all doing our own things now, but cool that we all are still good friends. melissa came with and i'm glad cause i miss hanging out with her too. she should come visit here, but i dunno what i would feel comfortable doing with her. i don't really wanna drink with her, she's still only 15.
but then shannon stayed the night. the next morning i went with tyler to the hospital and saw beth and baby brayden. aww how adorable. he really is tiny, and he has the littlest fingers and mouth and eyes. he yawned, it was cute. he is in an incubator and will be for a while, he's cute now but there isn't really anything he can do but sleep. he'll be big before i know it though. i wanted to spoil him already, first little boy of the family.
then to ... tylers. yup, we hung out for a while before i went shopping with shannon at the mall. we just went silly shopping, i dunno if we really had anything in mind. the mall is definately a werid conglomeration of people though. she left a little after 6 so that she could get home at a decent time, cause she had to drive the whole way. it was good, she is just amazing and her thoughts and her humor and her calmness are always just great to be around. i hope that i do get to go to her halloween party.
hmm.. then tyler and i went to walmart, met up with Stefany and went to see The Forgotten. that movie creeped me out even though i know it was probably really lame. i don't know, maybe it was just the mood i was in. and eventually back to my house where melissa gave me my last bday gifts from her & beth.
tyler and i had a nice talk that night about our future. his mom had asked him how serious we were getting, and he said pretty serious. we have talked about the future in general terms before, like saying that we both agree it's going to be pretty long term and marriage isn't a crazy idea. he just wanted to know my thoughts on it at the moment, and i dunno. i think i'm a little nervous about the idea cause it does seem really fast, even though i care about tyler immensely and i have no reservations about him, i want it to be something that develops to the richness and greatness it could be. and i know that i'm focusing a lot on school right now and it wouldn't be fair to tyler to not be able to give him all the attention i want to when the time comes around for us to start our life together. so i think my thoughts are really just that i know what tyler and i have is going to last, so we are gonna take things as they come and get our lives in order with school & jobs cause we have forever to be together. i dunno if that sounds negative, but i feel positive about the whole situation.
sunday we got to sleep in, then we went to his house to get some food cause his family was all there. played with baby fredrick for a while, cute cute. then back to my house cause i really hadn't gotten to see my mom at all. i miss my mom. the hardest part about school is being away from everyone. i dunno, i thought today that i probably don't want to always live so far away from everyone in my family. it's just nice to be around them, i really love my family and like to see them often.
ok, well this is a long boring update. just thought that alot happened this past weekend and that i should put it down cause it meant the world to me.
i had the most excellent bday
thanks to all my friends
i got a beta fish named Mr. Limpet
i got some cool things like posters, cards, clothes, pictures, calendar, pillow, magnets, books, cds, play-dough, a crown, much more good stuff.
and everyone suprised me and planned this great big party with all my friends and everyone was there and they kept it a secret and it was good and i like to make run on sentences.
but the party was sneaky...tyler was there.....i almost cried cause it was the sweetest thing.
we had yummy food & played the mummy game & pin the tongue on teresa & ddr.
it was so nice. it was exciting. horrah.
and then tyler was here and we spent the night in the dorms hanging out. i love to see my baby. and i had class & then we went shopping a bit, got melissa a bracelet.
me & tyler bought this black cherry juice, all natural. it's icky. we hung out thursday night with tim & reb, went to his apartment and had a little party. I got pretty bummed out and remembered some stuff that scared me for a while, i was just really upset for a while. but i eventually sat down on the couch with everyone and watched tv.
friday morning, needless to say, i still had a headache and wasn't feeling too well. but i was a trooper, cause i know i won't ever forgive myself for skipping class cause of my choices the night before.......anyhow, i got through the morning ok.
friday after class & work we headed home. we got to tyler's and it was good to just be back home, feeling like a break. we hung out there for a while before we went to my house. we went to the football game at home, sherrard was whomping some ass the first half, but then they didn't score at all the second half. but it's ok, they won still. I basically went to see Melissa march, cause i didn't get to last year at all. the band is really weak, but it's cute. I saw Mr.Sundberg and Mr.LaRoche there too.
Eventually we decided to go back to my house. And when i got there Heather and DanDan were there to suprise me!!!! CRAZY... two suprise parties in a week. but we had cake & heather gave me some homemade soaps. and then the biggest suprise
SHANNON showed up. hehe. yay. it was crazy, i totally wasn't expecting it and i had just seen her last weekend and it was cool to have her home! we read some curious george, played some video games, went out to eat at denny's, talked and had an all around good time. it's weird that we're all doing our own things now, but cool that we all are still good friends. melissa came with and i'm glad cause i miss hanging out with her too. she should come visit here, but i dunno what i would feel comfortable doing with her. i don't really wanna drink with her, she's still only 15.
but then shannon stayed the night. the next morning i went with tyler to the hospital and saw beth and baby brayden. aww how adorable. he really is tiny, and he has the littlest fingers and mouth and eyes. he yawned, it was cute. he is in an incubator and will be for a while, he's cute now but there isn't really anything he can do but sleep. he'll be big before i know it though. i wanted to spoil him already, first little boy of the family.
then to ... tylers. yup, we hung out for a while before i went shopping with shannon at the mall. we just went silly shopping, i dunno if we really had anything in mind. the mall is definately a werid conglomeration of people though. she left a little after 6 so that she could get home at a decent time, cause she had to drive the whole way. it was good, she is just amazing and her thoughts and her humor and her calmness are always just great to be around. i hope that i do get to go to her halloween party.
hmm.. then tyler and i went to walmart, met up with Stefany and went to see The Forgotten. that movie creeped me out even though i know it was probably really lame. i don't know, maybe it was just the mood i was in. and eventually back to my house where melissa gave me my last bday gifts from her & beth.
tyler and i had a nice talk that night about our future. his mom had asked him how serious we were getting, and he said pretty serious. we have talked about the future in general terms before, like saying that we both agree it's going to be pretty long term and marriage isn't a crazy idea. he just wanted to know my thoughts on it at the moment, and i dunno. i think i'm a little nervous about the idea cause it does seem really fast, even though i care about tyler immensely and i have no reservations about him, i want it to be something that develops to the richness and greatness it could be. and i know that i'm focusing a lot on school right now and it wouldn't be fair to tyler to not be able to give him all the attention i want to when the time comes around for us to start our life together. so i think my thoughts are really just that i know what tyler and i have is going to last, so we are gonna take things as they come and get our lives in order with school & jobs cause we have forever to be together. i dunno if that sounds negative, but i feel positive about the whole situation.
sunday we got to sleep in, then we went to his house to get some food cause his family was all there. played with baby fredrick for a while, cute cute. then back to my house cause i really hadn't gotten to see my mom at all. i miss my mom. the hardest part about school is being away from everyone. i dunno, i thought today that i probably don't want to always live so far away from everyone in my family. it's just nice to be around them, i really love my family and like to see them often.
ok, well this is a long boring update. just thought that alot happened this past weekend and that i should put it down cause it meant the world to me.