the past doesn't always stay in the past

[sensuous]

Who am i kidding? I feel a million knives piercing through my body.. inside and out.

Tonight, i want to cry... like Keith Urban says.

I'll never get over you walking away...
I have never been the kind to let my feelings show..
I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control
But i'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
The hell with my pride .. let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I want to cry..

Would it help to turn a sad song on
All by myself will sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Maybe unfold some yellow lost love letters
Its gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hiding this way..

Everything intimate that you shared with me.. you shared with her. Lust, love... what's the difference?