tired.
gosh its been a while since ive actually had the time to sit and write in here, eli is such a handful at the moment, not sleeping during the day~! teething screaming tantrums from the teething lol, its a horrid circle and im as run down as ever, Im hoping it gets a bit easier when paul gets home, (5 months) Im counting the days really, as i think ive got a bit of depression having to do it all alone, i never though i would have to sill me i guess. I just sent off a letter to him with collages of eli and i, so that he gets to see as much as i can show him. I really miss him, its getting harder and harder knowing that its only 5 months away but every day drags by as if it was 5 months in every day, i cry alot these days sad as it sounds...i just cant help it.
