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today has been one of the worst for mr eli, he is so grizzly lately, he had about an hour of sleep all day, drank till he threw up over and over and over again, im sitting here in a bra and a thrown up on skirt because i have nothing left ! i have to wash almost all of my clothes!
Im so run down i think im getting the virus my mums got at the moment, headaches bodyaches sniffles, upset tummy (all the bloody time) i just feel like a basket case, hubbys been on my mind so much in the last three days because of how hard its been to manage eli and still stay in a happy mood...i keep thinking how much easier it would be with him to help me, you know how you get that lump in the back of your throat when you want to cry? well ive had that lump for a week now sometimes makes it hard to breathe...I want my man, because im in desperate need of his strong shoulders to hold me up and hold me tight.
My Boys.
Im so run down i think im getting the virus my mums got at the moment, headaches bodyaches sniffles, upset tummy (all the bloody time) i just feel like a basket case, hubbys been on my mind so much in the last three days because of how hard its been to manage eli and still stay in a happy mood...i keep thinking how much easier it would be with him to help me, you know how you get that lump in the back of your throat when you want to cry? well ive had that lump for a week now sometimes makes it hard to breathe...I want my man, because im in desperate need of his strong shoulders to hold me up and hold me tight.
My Boys.