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School starts and I am busy not knowing what to do with myself anymore. Structure makes me nervous.
So much happens on these days away from the computer, so many complicated things. I write better pen to paper, and I wish I knew you, really knew you; instead we're pretending (late-night) and waiting (early-morning).
Today I went to take the Running Start test and on my way out ran into a boy that I know from somewhere, only I couldn't place his face. And we smile, (oh and he is gorgeous) but I'm not sure what to smile about.
I'm on the Junior Elite squad at Gregg's Greenlake and I am probably going to be fired from my job on Wednesday but not if I quit first. I turned in my application for Gregg's and I do my homework and try to call Pete. Only his phone is always busy.
Things happen every day that are beautiful and the hours scream by and I can't slow any of it down to describe or calculate and bring back with me. My absence means nothing and everything, only I am too much, too many, and how many is too much?
I missed you.
So much happens on these days away from the computer, so many complicated things. I write better pen to paper, and I wish I knew you, really knew you; instead we're pretending (late-night) and waiting (early-morning).
Today I went to take the Running Start test and on my way out ran into a boy that I know from somewhere, only I couldn't place his face. And we smile, (oh and he is gorgeous) but I'm not sure what to smile about.
I'm on the Junior Elite squad at Gregg's Greenlake and I am probably going to be fired from my job on Wednesday but not if I quit first. I turned in my application for Gregg's and I do my homework and try to call Pete. Only his phone is always busy.
Things happen every day that are beautiful and the hours scream by and I can't slow any of it down to describe or calculate and bring back with me. My absence means nothing and everything, only I am too much, too many, and how many is too much?
I missed you.