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Okay so i go through this like crazy phase before a dr's appt. I don't know what it is but it's like i obsess over a whole bunch of stuff. Now i wonder why i did that i mean they don't even know my damn name without looking at my fucking chart...and these are the people i am trusting with my twat and my child. I just don't understand how my visits to the dr's office can be so damn non personal...it's like lemme look at your chart so i can look get your name right.lol. Luckily I have a birth plan...They say don't be to dedicated to those fuck that...I don't want the fucking epi. I like my back just the way it is not fucked with. I don't want a csection...I made it to twenty years old without someone going into my insides why the fuck would i want to do that now. I am birthing this lil girl with no drugs...do you hear me people NO FUCKING MEDS. Why do you ask because there is to much fucking risk in meds...plus i don't trust dr's or hospital. anyways i have gone off on a tangent and not really talked about whats going on with life. I am just chillen for the most part