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I still cant really get over the fact taht shannan and i are over. i still read her fucking livejournal, just to see if maybe she has something to say about me. she has this list of all the people that she misses, and i'm not even listed on there. she talks of having no one to really talk to, i thought that's what i was for. it's like she's forgotten about me entirely. maybe she wants to. i need to face the facts and get on with things. but it's impossible.