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do you ever look around you at the people you grew up with, I'm talkin about the kids you played with all the time. The kids from the neighborhood. the ones you met in elementary school, and graduated high school with.
anyway.
so do you ever stop and look around at these people and wonder where you went wrong? how the hell did they get so much farther in life than you did already? sometimes I feel so fucking small. I wonder if I'm just a late late bloomer, like my time just hasn't come yet. maybe I really am just on the way to mediocrity. destined to be a nobody for the rest of my life. god this sucks, how did I get so far behind? sometimes it feels like I never left the blocks.
something has to give.
anyway.
so do you ever stop and look around at these people and wonder where you went wrong? how the hell did they get so much farther in life than you did already? sometimes I feel so fucking small. I wonder if I'm just a late late bloomer, like my time just hasn't come yet. maybe I really am just on the way to mediocrity. destined to be a nobody for the rest of my life. god this sucks, how did I get so far behind? sometimes it feels like I never left the blocks.
something has to give.