Tastes Like Man Flesh
Last night ended up being a shitty night. I was finally able to cry, but it wasn't the crying I wanted. I wanted to bawl my eyes out, but only managed some weak sobs. I had tears, though. I ended up staying up until 2 ish, talking to Rhys. He didn't help at all. He just made me more frustrated, which is what got me crying in the first place.
I slept until around 10 again, and did more nothing all day. Music for the last few days has been Seether, and Pink. Today it started with Pink while I was making myself look presentable for human interaction. I feel guilty for enjoying my unhealthy weight loss as much as I do. I like dancing around my room, feeling pretty. I actually made an attempt the other night, though, and did some push ups and stuff.
I got the last two books I needed before class today, and then paid Moroh for my share of the fur we ordered. I have one dollar left in my wallet, but I don't regret it. That fur is going to make me a very happy little furry. Art History went by, without me really noticing. In English he decided to read the whole story to us, which was...interesting. His mind wanders a lot, so he'd randomly break off and start talking about random things in New Orleans to this girl who had been there ONCE, as if she had lived there and knew what he was talking about. :x
I missed most of Lost because I didn't feel like dealing with my dad, so I took out the garbage instead. I switched over to Seether, and wandered around outside for as long as I could between trips from the house to the trash cans. However, as soon as I heard French, I knew what was going on. :3 I'll watch the episode for real tomorrow before class, I guess.
And now...I guess I'll futs around on ThatGuyWithTheGlasses, and then probably finish up Cry Wolf, since I only have two chapters left. :3 Next week more books come out, so I have to figure out which one (maybe two) I want to use what's left of my giftcards on. Probably Pride, since Bone Crossed is going to be hardcover. :
I slept until around 10 again, and did more nothing all day. Music for the last few days has been Seether, and Pink. Today it started with Pink while I was making myself look presentable for human interaction. I feel guilty for enjoying my unhealthy weight loss as much as I do. I like dancing around my room, feeling pretty. I actually made an attempt the other night, though, and did some push ups and stuff.
I got the last two books I needed before class today, and then paid Moroh for my share of the fur we ordered. I have one dollar left in my wallet, but I don't regret it. That fur is going to make me a very happy little furry. Art History went by, without me really noticing. In English he decided to read the whole story to us, which was...interesting. His mind wanders a lot, so he'd randomly break off and start talking about random things in New Orleans to this girl who had been there ONCE, as if she had lived there and knew what he was talking about. :x
I missed most of Lost because I didn't feel like dealing with my dad, so I took out the garbage instead. I switched over to Seether, and wandered around outside for as long as I could between trips from the house to the trash cans. However, as soon as I heard French, I knew what was going on. :3 I'll watch the episode for real tomorrow before class, I guess.
And now...I guess I'll futs around on ThatGuyWithTheGlasses, and then probably finish up Cry Wolf, since I only have two chapters left. :3 Next week more books come out, so I have to figure out which one (maybe two) I want to use what's left of my giftcards on. Probably Pride, since Bone Crossed is going to be hardcover. :