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I'm so ridiculously tired today. And lazy. I have shit I want to do, but I just can't get up the motivation. My back is also still killing me from all the digging and raking yesterday. No way in hell am I weeding the garden today. I'll do it tomorrow. I swear.
So, I'm confused. I got my AP portfolio back like, a week ago? But it doesn't say what I got? Do we find that out later in a letter? Or was my portfolio just so terrible they didn't bother? Or did I fill something out wrong so they sent it back with out grading it? I don't want to let my dad know I got it back until I know what I got on it, so I'm like...ugh. I am happy to have my raccoon back though. :D I missed his face. Er...what's left of it.
But yea I want to know what I got so I can get it over with, because worrying about it has given me a terrible art block. I want to draw so bad, but it all comes out like shit. :C
I really hope Dani forgets that she's supposed to take me to but pointless books tomorrow. I really don't feel like pretending to listen to her while she tells me how terrible NCC treated her and her mom. Or how much the books will help me on the placement test. I've never used books like that to study for a test, I'm not going to start now. I can't study from someone elses shit, that just doesn't work for me. Sorry, miss future lawyer. I don't care if I do poorly on the placement test and they put me in lower level classes. At least that way I'll get a better grade and feel smarter than I probably am. xD
I want to start learning how to drive. I'm still fucking terrified of it, but it needs to be done. And it'll get my dad off my back about one more thing. Also, it will make finding a job easier if I can drive. Granted, Moroh might have found a job for both of us, but it's only on saturdays, and only for the summer. Anyway, I'm not sure how I can go about asking to learn to drive. >_> I really don't feel like hearing my dad gloat "I knew you'd want to drive blah blah blah".
He wants to teach me in my uncles old PT Cruser, which I can't stand being in. The windshild is way to close, it makes me feel claustraphobic. But his car isn't much better, because the break has a mind of it's own. *grunt*
Oh well...now we're going to watch Across the Universe. Father daughter bonding over a movie we've already watched about 20 times together. xD It's that or The Wall. Both are lovely. <3
So, I'm confused. I got my AP portfolio back like, a week ago? But it doesn't say what I got? Do we find that out later in a letter? Or was my portfolio just so terrible they didn't bother? Or did I fill something out wrong so they sent it back with out grading it? I don't want to let my dad know I got it back until I know what I got on it, so I'm like...ugh. I am happy to have my raccoon back though. :D I missed his face. Er...what's left of it.
But yea I want to know what I got so I can get it over with, because worrying about it has given me a terrible art block. I want to draw so bad, but it all comes out like shit. :C
I really hope Dani forgets that she's supposed to take me to but pointless books tomorrow. I really don't feel like pretending to listen to her while she tells me how terrible NCC treated her and her mom. Or how much the books will help me on the placement test. I've never used books like that to study for a test, I'm not going to start now. I can't study from someone elses shit, that just doesn't work for me. Sorry, miss future lawyer. I don't care if I do poorly on the placement test and they put me in lower level classes. At least that way I'll get a better grade and feel smarter than I probably am. xD
I want to start learning how to drive. I'm still fucking terrified of it, but it needs to be done. And it'll get my dad off my back about one more thing. Also, it will make finding a job easier if I can drive. Granted, Moroh might have found a job for both of us, but it's only on saturdays, and only for the summer. Anyway, I'm not sure how I can go about asking to learn to drive. >_> I really don't feel like hearing my dad gloat "I knew you'd want to drive blah blah blah".
He wants to teach me in my uncles old PT Cruser, which I can't stand being in. The windshild is way to close, it makes me feel claustraphobic. But his car isn't much better, because the break has a mind of it's own. *grunt*
Oh well...now we're going to watch Across the Universe. Father daughter bonding over a movie we've already watched about 20 times together. xD It's that or The Wall. Both are lovely. <3