Lament that is getting insane
Its weird to get upset when your ex starts checking out other cute asian bois, and being told by facebook notification.
i just cant seem to shake him from my head. Grr... this lack of control is irratating.
Tried the usual stuff, porn, reading novels, working heaps (cept theres not much to do), using a protege focus... nothing seems to work.
Even tried holidaying... 3 times and it didnt work.
Stupid love.
April. Just gotta hang on until April 2009. Then I hafta move on... rather than this drifting back and forth between pathetic and tragic. Thats how i feel for feeling for him. Dunno what i did in a past life to deserve this kind of torture.
Guess i havent tried posting poetry yet.
Even warcraft aint distracting me...
stupid brain... stupid multitasking background churning brain
Pride this weekend. Dont want to go, friends already called and has asked me to come out. Im not really good at refusing. Kinda want some excitement... guess this will do
Not feeling well either. Been on antibods. doc gave me some new types... still feeling kinda shit and not getting better.
Might check out the new gay thing tomorrow night at Geisha... that or a movie... Or both!
i just cant seem to shake him from my head. Grr... this lack of control is irratating.
Tried the usual stuff, porn, reading novels, working heaps (cept theres not much to do), using a protege focus... nothing seems to work.
Even tried holidaying... 3 times and it didnt work.
Stupid love.
April. Just gotta hang on until April 2009. Then I hafta move on... rather than this drifting back and forth between pathetic and tragic. Thats how i feel for feeling for him. Dunno what i did in a past life to deserve this kind of torture.
Guess i havent tried posting poetry yet.
Even warcraft aint distracting me...
stupid brain... stupid multitasking background churning brain
Pride this weekend. Dont want to go, friends already called and has asked me to come out. Im not really good at refusing. Kinda want some excitement... guess this will do
Not feeling well either. Been on antibods. doc gave me some new types... still feeling kinda shit and not getting better.
Might check out the new gay thing tomorrow night at Geisha... that or a movie... Or both!