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my heart is slowly ceasing the beating.
My heart has been crushed.
The boy that called me amazing.
That talked to me daily.
That held my heart in his hand.
Has a girlfriend.
An ex girlfriend that is no longer an ex.
Who he will stay with til he ships out.
5 months from now.
And he "might" bring her to asilomar.
And he might have broken what was left of my heart.
And he feels guilty.
HE feels upset.
HE'S happy...
I'm falling apart again.
And I can't do anything but try to make him happy.
We're still friends.
I make a better friend than girlfriend.
At least that's what I told him...
He did mean something to me.
I did care.
I do feel empty...
My heart has been crushed.
The boy that called me amazing.
That talked to me daily.
That held my heart in his hand.
Has a girlfriend.
An ex girlfriend that is no longer an ex.
Who he will stay with til he ships out.
5 months from now.
And he "might" bring her to asilomar.
And he might have broken what was left of my heart.
And he feels guilty.
HE feels upset.
HE'S happy...
I'm falling apart again.
And I can't do anything but try to make him happy.
We're still friends.
I make a better friend than girlfriend.
At least that's what I told him...
He did mean something to me.
I did care.
I do feel empty...