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[sensesxspiral]

i only miss him at night.
when the lights are out.
and its quiet.
thats when i feel most alone.
i sleep to forget.

i sleep to avoid conversations.
ive been quiet these days.
i avoid conversations with the in-law.
i hate him.
he's opinionated and a shit face.
i cant express the hatred i have towards him.
he's a piece of shit that thinks he knows everything.
he doesnt know shit.

i have to deal with his shit for a little bit longer...
but im holding my tongue.
im waiting it out.
my hatred runs deep.
but my loneliness is just skin deep.