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im tired of being the nice girl.
i want to be the pretty girl.
the fun girl.
not the nice girl.
it's frustrating.
the headaches are coming back with a vengance.
but im a big girl.
i can take it.
the pills helped for a while but have seemed to
stop having an [a/e]ffect on my head,
and start having an [a/e]ffect on my mood.
what can you do?
my sidekick was ordered yesterday.
it will arrive wednesday.
get wrapped.
and be hidden for 27 days.
sidekicks always need names.
ill think of one.
but until then.. i have to get ready for work.
from day one i talked about getting out
but not forgetting about
all my worst fears are letting out
he said...
why put a new address
on the same old lonelyness?
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die.
now talking's just a waste of breath
and living's just a waste of death
and why put a new address
on the same old lonelyness?
and this is you and me
and me and you
until we've got nothing left.
i want to be the pretty girl.
the fun girl.
not the nice girl.
it's frustrating.
the headaches are coming back with a vengance.
but im a big girl.
i can take it.
the pills helped for a while but have seemed to
stop having an [a/e]ffect on my head,
and start having an [a/e]ffect on my mood.
what can you do?
my sidekick was ordered yesterday.
it will arrive wednesday.
get wrapped.
and be hidden for 27 days.
sidekicks always need names.
ill think of one.
but until then.. i have to get ready for work.
from day one i talked about getting out
but not forgetting about
all my worst fears are letting out
he said...
why put a new address
on the same old lonelyness?
when breathing just passes the time
until we all just get old and die.
now talking's just a waste of breath
and living's just a waste of death
and why put a new address
on the same old lonelyness?
and this is you and me
and me and you
until we've got nothing left.