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i hate girls
i hate liars
i hate school days
i hate short movies
i hate curfews
so ive found something that makes me happy.
ive found a boy that makes me happy.
hes cute.
hes sweet.
hes smart.
he has goals.
i like him a lot.
i miss him a lot.
this will probably be the only countdown you get...
2weeks.2days.18hours.48minutes.
im going to san fransisco.
im going to take a lot of pictures.
im going to have fun.. maybe.
i dont know why..
i dont know why im upset.
this is just like last years birthday...
im happy/excited for my birthday.
but really upset to be losing another year.
i was attached to 18..
i never really thought about being 19..
and now im gonna be 20.
two decades.
no longer a teenager.
i hate getting older.
i hate more responsabilities.
i hate having to face the "real" world.
im always tired.
im always waking up in the night.
i never sleep for more than 2 hours at a time.
i cant ever wake up in the morning.
i always have a headache.
im so sick of being tired..