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i end up stressing at the end of every semester.. around final time..
i dont think about studying or retaining any information until the end.
horrible huh?
i worry about my future.
i have so many people believing in me.
im just not one of them.
now that's sad.
i need to get my ass in gear.
i worry about my friends' futures.
not mine.
im selfish about a lot of stuff.
just not my education.
i need to grow a backbone and fight.
ive contracted headaches through out the day.
stomach aches in the morning.
im tired after 2 hours of being awake.
im frustrated.
depressed.
on edge.
lonely.
scared.
stressed.
someone please help this helpless girl thats falling apart at the seams.
i need someone around.
someone that can take my mind off of my faults.
someone to bring me out of this stage in my life.
someone that cares about me.
that will stand by me no matter what.
someone to just be a friend.
it sucks being this alone.
baby don't worry cause now i got your back. and every time you feel like crying, i'm gonna try and make you laugh. and if i can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and i will keep you company through those days so long and black.
♥
i dont think about studying or retaining any information until the end.
horrible huh?
i worry about my future.
i have so many people believing in me.
im just not one of them.
now that's sad.
i need to get my ass in gear.
i worry about my friends' futures.
not mine.
im selfish about a lot of stuff.
just not my education.
i need to grow a backbone and fight.
ive contracted headaches through out the day.
stomach aches in the morning.
im tired after 2 hours of being awake.
im frustrated.
depressed.
on edge.
lonely.
scared.
stressed.
someone please help this helpless girl thats falling apart at the seams.
i need someone around.
someone that can take my mind off of my faults.
someone to bring me out of this stage in my life.
someone that cares about me.
that will stand by me no matter what.
someone to just be a friend.
it sucks being this alone.
baby don't worry cause now i got your back. and every time you feel like crying, i'm gonna try and make you laugh. and if i can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and i will keep you company through those days so long and black.
♥