May 03, 2006 08:57
life is so fucked up.
i dont even wanna do it anymore.
its been nice out. the first time in a long time.
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we could be perfect one last night and die like star-crossed lovers when we fight and we can settle this affair if you would shed your yellow take my hand and then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity. this riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and stand up fucking tall don't let them see your back. take my fucking hand and never be afraid again.
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i hate being blown off.
this will make #4.
it sucks being this weak.
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we've only got once chance to put this at in end and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights. you said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes. i'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition. stand up fucking tall don't let them see your back. take my fucking hand and never...
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i hate not being able to say no.
i hate not being able to let go.
i have not being able to stand up for myself.
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trust, you said who put the words in your head. oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying. stand up fucking tall don't let them see your back. take my fucking hand and never be afraid again.
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i guess its best that i hate myself and not have anyone else hate me.
i know im my own worst enemy.
im my own worst judge.
i know how to hate myself in the best ways.