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god.
why the hell do i feel so emo?
i dont know what is wrong.
i was fine earlier and when i got back here i just..
i dont know.
i think a lot of people hate me now.
i think everyone at glen este hates me.
because i am mean to joey.
it isnt my fault.
he is a dick to me.
he asked for karlies phone number the day after we broke up.
he called me a poser for the bandana and he told me he called me a poser.
then he does it now.
so if anyone hates me that reads this just tell me so i know .
and i wont ever bother you again.
and tell me why you hate me.
so i can try and work on it please.
i need to quit crying and shut the fuck up.
so now all you can have something to laugh at me for again.
that i am crying over stupid shit.
i have heard people talking about how i am a crybaby.
how i am a little bitch.
how noone likes me.
people are just nice to me because they feel sorry for me.
i will just leave everyone alone and not bother you anymore.
i wont give people a reason to hate me anymore.
i wont talk to people unless they talk to me.
then i wont start shit.
people wont hate me.
the only people i dont think that hate me are jenny, josh ,mark and trent.
i love you guys so much.
and i hope i dont ruin anything between us like i do with everyone else.
ImNotDustinx [6:08 PM]: i just feel like i owe everyone an apology
BeautifulyWast3d [6:09 PM]: maybe you do
why the hell do i feel so emo?
i dont know what is wrong.
i was fine earlier and when i got back here i just..
i dont know.
i think a lot of people hate me now.
i think everyone at glen este hates me.
because i am mean to joey.
it isnt my fault.
he is a dick to me.
he asked for karlies phone number the day after we broke up.
he called me a poser for the bandana and he told me he called me a poser.
then he does it now.
so if anyone hates me that reads this just tell me so i know .
and i wont ever bother you again.
and tell me why you hate me.
so i can try and work on it please.
i need to quit crying and shut the fuck up.
so now all you can have something to laugh at me for again.
that i am crying over stupid shit.
i have heard people talking about how i am a crybaby.
how i am a little bitch.
how noone likes me.
people are just nice to me because they feel sorry for me.
i will just leave everyone alone and not bother you anymore.
i wont give people a reason to hate me anymore.
i wont talk to people unless they talk to me.
then i wont start shit.
people wont hate me.
the only people i dont think that hate me are jenny, josh ,mark and trent.
i love you guys so much.
and i hope i dont ruin anything between us like i do with everyone else.
ImNotDustinx [6:08 PM]: i just feel like i owe everyone an apology
BeautifulyWast3d [6:09 PM]: maybe you do