I LIKE IT LIKE THAT SHE WORKIN THAT BACK I DONT KNOW HOW TO ACT SLOW MOTION FOR ME.
why do i still have to love him?
why do i still think about him?
why do i still wonder what hes doing?
yesterday i saw him twice and it was so hard
its hard to think that we are just friends
because i dont think that ill EVER see him that way
im just so attracted to him and hes SUCH a good guy
he makes/made me so happy.
but there is no point to thinking any of this
he has moved on, he has girls that are prettier,
smarter, and just better in general than i could
ever be. and im trying really hard to accept the fact
that he wants to be with them, and he doesnt want to
be with me anymore but its so hard to do that when i
know how much i love him and still care for him.
last night melissa stayed at his house. i tried to
but i couldnt sleep in there without knowing that i
would cry, so i just slept in my car.
hes the only guy that ive truely loved and i really
didnt know i could care for someone SO much.
i just hope that sooner or later i can get over this
and be happy for him, because right now i guess im just being selfish
and i was not the best girlfriend BY ANY MEANS and
i know that. i just.....
i dont know.
why do i still think about him?
why do i still wonder what hes doing?
yesterday i saw him twice and it was so hard
its hard to think that we are just friends
because i dont think that ill EVER see him that way
im just so attracted to him and hes SUCH a good guy
he makes/made me so happy.
but there is no point to thinking any of this
he has moved on, he has girls that are prettier,
smarter, and just better in general than i could
ever be. and im trying really hard to accept the fact
that he wants to be with them, and he doesnt want to
be with me anymore but its so hard to do that when i
know how much i love him and still care for him.
last night melissa stayed at his house. i tried to
but i couldnt sleep in there without knowing that i
would cry, so i just slept in my car.
hes the only guy that ive truely loved and i really
didnt know i could care for someone SO much.
i just hope that sooner or later i can get over this
and be happy for him, because right now i guess im just being selfish
and i was not the best girlfriend BY ANY MEANS and
i know that. i just.....
i dont know.