update.
I don't know what to write.
my mind is drawing blank.
its mixed up and jumbled right now.
I'm upset and I dont feel like explaining why.
It's stupid and sad.
Ridiculous.
Today, well technically yesterday seeing its after midnight... was the birthday of two of the most greatest ppl I had in my life, at one point we called eachother bestfriends... but they choose not to be my friend anymore, and thats fine cuz its their decision... (yet it secretly kills me deep inside each and every day)... So even though they don't read this.. I'd like to say Happy 18th Birthday to Katie and Leah... I hope you enjoyed it. How's it feel to be 18?... I wish I could have been there... I miss you so damn much... I'll admit it makes me cry sometimes... but I guess its all my fault... even you would probably say it is... Even though... I'm still willing to be ur friend... cuz thats what a friend is... a person who accepts you NO MATTER WHAT ....so maybe... really... it isent my fault... ...but anyways I'll always love you girls, and will always be here if you ever choose to talk to me again. Have a good one.
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Yeah but anyways... I don't know what else to say...
been having great times with all my friends and cousins.......
maybe if I feel up to it sometime this coming week I'll post pictures........
I don't know....
I'm effing tired..... its 2:30am... I just want to sleep....
GRRRRRR....
well night night
<33kayla.renee.
ilovemycoreygene.
my mind is drawing blank.
its mixed up and jumbled right now.
I'm upset and I dont feel like explaining why.
It's stupid and sad.
Ridiculous.
Today, well technically yesterday seeing its after midnight... was the birthday of two of the most greatest ppl I had in my life, at one point we called eachother bestfriends... but they choose not to be my friend anymore, and thats fine cuz its their decision... (yet it secretly kills me deep inside each and every day)... So even though they don't read this.. I'd like to say Happy 18th Birthday to Katie and Leah... I hope you enjoyed it. How's it feel to be 18?... I wish I could have been there... I miss you so damn much... I'll admit it makes me cry sometimes... but I guess its all my fault... even you would probably say it is... Even though... I'm still willing to be ur friend... cuz thats what a friend is... a person who accepts you NO MATTER WHAT ....so maybe... really... it isent my fault... ...but anyways I'll always love you girls, and will always be here if you ever choose to talk to me again. Have a good one.
...........................................................
Yeah but anyways... I don't know what else to say...
been having great times with all my friends and cousins.......
maybe if I feel up to it sometime this coming week I'll post pictures........
I don't know....
I'm effing tired..... its 2:30am... I just want to sleep....
GRRRRRR....
well night night
<33kayla.renee.
ilovemycoreygene.