Jun 09, 2005 19:15
I think I'll write something...
I miss some things...
I miss being younger...
I miss Ally, and Del, and... ughh people, and it makes me sad.
I miss swimming with Ally everyday in the summer...
I miss being cute...
I miss me
and thats sad.
I miss... molly and bertrume <3 haha, you wouldnt get it.
I miss getting dirty and having it be okay... grass stains were a kids bestfriend, now they are like completely illegal.
I miss having food on ur face and having it be completely adorable... now ppl stare n laugh... its not cute anymore... get over it.
I miss my sassy, I miss being her princess, I miss my keeley, I miss being small enough to wear her handmedowns...
I miss riding my bike n having brendon "fill it up with gas" haha...
I guess I just miss being little....
But we cant stay children forever... and life moves on and gets tough, and we have to learn to deal...
I miss my grandma and grandpa(fred)....I miss my auntie cindy, I'm still her little peanut, and she just looooovvvveeeeesss me <3... I miss my auntie kim... I never got to meet her two youngest children, madison and ethan, I dont want to miss the best years of their lives.....
I miss my uncle mark...my cousins down in arkansas.... and jerimiah and jamie where ever they are....<3 I'm so big now, I want you to see me... I wish they could read this....
I wish they could see how sad I am that they arent in my life, I wish they could see me now... I'm almost 18, its been so long...
I sent adele a message on myspace, she sent me a reply, i cried... I miss her... im proud shes doin better than the last time i seen her... she gave me sum advice...she made me think...
I really need to get alot of things out...
I'm a nut case on the inside cuz I hold way too much inside....
I blow up, because I never let anyone know when somethings bothering me... and then something goes wrong and I EXPLODE...
There are so many ppl I just wish I could hug right now... such as..
Corey<3
Ally
Adele
My cousins Carolyn, Maggie, Zach, Josiah, Madison(never met her but I wish I could hold her) and Ethan ( never met him either but I wish I could hold him too)
My cousins Jerimiah and Jamie, they are older now,...I think Jerimiahs married with a kid.....but i miss him... i do.... i dont know how to explain it.
My auntie cindy...shes a great hugger... she makes me feel so good about myself, I miss her....so much...
I dont know.... I wish I could hug so many ppl right now, I love them all...
But I must be going this is long enough....
<33kayla.renee
Corey Gene, I love you hunny, see u when u get outa work. <33333