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[senselessday]

i started packing this weekend
i just rolled up all my drawings
i have one box full of stuff to bring back to brooklyn

i have 16 more days this is crazy
i have work tonight
it sucks cause my ipod is dead i can't find the cord to charge it and i can't find my cell phone charger either so i've been using my sisters

part of me wants to cut my hair
i'm thinking of just doing an A-line bob except not too short
all i can think of right now is so superficial
but of course as every human being i worry and dream about my future
perhaps i should pull my head back into what is going on now
just enjoy where i am right now at this second

this is funny cause i'm on my ibook in my room and i gotta just enjoy being able to not do anything for a moment.

but today i have been time traveling into the past
i found my old tapes been listening to them while i do dishes and fold laundry

found the tape that i found in the girls locker room when i was a freshman in highschool which was how i fell in love with punk music. i can't remember if it was sitting on the bench or if it was in a locker.

you know we gotta make our own fun...
i need to make some fun

i never know how to end my entries
i want to say something witty and smart or deep but i can't think of anything so i'll leave you with nothing.