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Jun 19, 2005 01:56

If i had to choose a song to represent my ideal life, I would choose let's make a pie by the tasty habits. There's absolutly no drama, it's just a light happy song. We would just hang out and make warm crisp apple pies together, and our biggest problem would be that if we're out of ice cream, we would have to use cool whip instead.

I was going to write a long entry about my first day of staff training, going to the gym w/ my brother, and hanging out w/ Ilana for the first time in a year, and eating in harvard square and going to see mainstage improv... but... yeah, well now i don't really feel like talking about those things anymore, even though they were all awesome. (i will talk about my job at somepoint)

Suddenly, I really really really really really want to go back to camp ramah this summer, where the biggest drama is who hooked up w/ who and a kid who gets scared of the dark so a counselor has to stay w/ him in the bunk. Not only that, but the A-Side counselor staff is stacked w/ AWESOME people who i really miss. Eli, Will, Shayna, Jenna, Ilana, Deb, Lisa, Ben, etc.

And suddenly i feel like i'm spending too much time in needham again, and we all know what happens when i spend too much time in needham. Drama ensues. Drama between paul, drama between jeff, drama between fluid, drama between bandos, drama, drama, drama.

I'm ready to go to the light happy land of camp ramah. OK, maybe i don't miss the 1:00 curfew, the ungodly wake up time, then awful pay, the crappy unhealthy food, the inability to go anywhere to workout, the amount of money spent at night, the stupid kids who ask you stupid questions, the fact of being on the job 24/7, the screwed up politics of camp, the inability of the administration to plan a fufilling activity, the disgust of the misconceptions of judiasm (we pray because we have to attitude) instilled by the counselors into the kids, and most of all the feeling of relaxation being torn in half when right when you're settling down at home from a day off, you realize that you have to start driving back to camp in an hour to face it all over again.

OK, so maybe i'm glad i'm not working at ramah, but i miss the people there so much, and i don't know how I'm gonna spend another year w/o seeing them, especially knowing that all of them will be together.

Talking w/ Alicia about band drama is always really fun and exciting at first, because we both have the same opinions of all the same people, but always ends in sheer frustration.

I think i may be catching a whee little cold, thank goodness i can sleep in tomorrow however late i want.
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