Open Letter (retrodated to Kiri's disappearance)

Jun 20, 2007 20:05



Dear Akaya,

I know you hate me right now.  What happened was incredibly stupid on my part, and the fact that I can't call you up to apologize is eating me alive.

Generalizing, I know.  You're probably wanting me to get to the point.  I'm summing it up right here, in two words so you don't have to read the rest of this.

I'm sorry.

Even though that doesn't cut it.  I betrayed your trust, I betrayed our friendship, I betrayed you.  All those years we had crumbled because of one stupid thought of mine.  I'm not going to try and defend myself, because I honestly deserve whatever you want to think of me.  I don't know if you want to cry, or scream, or just slap me for acting like that, at a time when you desperately just needed a friend/ex-buchou/big brother/what have you.

And now you've disappeared...
I know you don't want to see me, but I'm joining the search party.  Above anything else, you're my friend.  I don't want to lose you!

I love you like a brother, Akaya. Please...be safe. Come home.

-Seiichi

kirihara

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