Boredom that's it
So I figure that I should become a hermit and live in the woods doing nothing but eat, sleep, and specialize in fighting. I mean honestly when is the last time someone did that, and I am not talking about being a monk or some kind of holy person in the woods I mean I would just practice. Also being a hermit would eliminate some things in my life that I want but can't get.... I wouldn't need them i wouldor years be out in the woods for years and doing what I felt like. Anywho this came about cause I am sick of the way things are going in most aspects of my life except like 3 or 4. Yeah I am bummed out today and I might be for awhile but what the hell I get to be once in a while, so why not? That and and the 20th year anniversary of being out of school I could walk in with a long ass beard and hair then everyone would and tell me about themselves and I would proceed to think about nothing stroke the goatee.
"Therapy"
Wide awakened out of spinning
Round the safest orbit
You controlled the ordinary
I was grateful for it
Wide awake in the beginning
Trembling after the fall
Only half my world remembers
While the other half revolves
Cut off cause I can’t remember
A face that could cut me deeper
But hearts could never leave me bleeding
Becoming the cause and burden
The lesson begins unlearning
And it has never been forgiving my dear
It’s all too familiar
I’ve been here before
I’ll carry this weight for your smallest reward
Because I’ll continue to break down the door
Just let me in I swear
It will not be like before
Can’t think of what to say
I can’t think of what to do
I just think I might be losing my mind
Can’t stop this agony
Cancel my therapy cause
I just thought of you
and now I feel fine
Collecting the strangest conscience
Apathy returns it’s offense
But only after I get moving
Relax and being the change
In time for the newest age
To help me find out what I’m missing in here
I covered all the ground till I uncovered our design
And every second I have spent has come to remind me in time
"Therapy"
Wide awakened out of spinning
Round the safest orbit
You controlled the ordinary
I was grateful for it
Wide awake in the beginning
Trembling after the fall
Only half my world remembers
While the other half revolves
Cut off cause I can’t remember
A face that could cut me deeper
But hearts could never leave me bleeding
Becoming the cause and burden
The lesson begins unlearning
And it has never been forgiving my dear
It’s all too familiar
I’ve been here before
I’ll carry this weight for your smallest reward
Because I’ll continue to break down the door
Just let me in I swear
It will not be like before
Can’t think of what to say
I can’t think of what to do
I just think I might be losing my mind
Can’t stop this agony
Cancel my therapy cause
I just thought of you
and now I feel fine
Collecting the strangest conscience
Apathy returns it’s offense
But only after I get moving
Relax and being the change
In time for the newest age
To help me find out what I’m missing in here
I covered all the ground till I uncovered our design
And every second I have spent has come to remind me in time