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Yep, It's 3am, and I'm up, and I'm not tired.
No, I haven't posted the summary of my trip yet. This will come this weekend. I guarantee it.
This week was awful. I won't begin to list all the stuff that just didn't work out this week, but it's a pretty long list of failures, wrong turns, miscues, and outright screwups.
But I like being an optimist; stretches like this can occur, but they pass.
Today, Thursday, went very different. Starting with the first thing of the morning, a reasonable day at work, plans starting to fall into place, people making sense, clearing hurdles, getting green lighted, over and over.
These are the days I live for: those days when stuff gets taken care of, and obstacles start to get fewer and fewer. I am "in control" within my immediate circle, and I can get back to doing what I do best.
The next three weeks will probably be the most busy time in my life. But I don't care. It's all falling into place. This is the best feeling that I can barely express. Even my mp3 player is cranking out the best songs.
I am alive! Do you hear that? I'm alive!
No, I haven't posted the summary of my trip yet. This will come this weekend. I guarantee it.
This week was awful. I won't begin to list all the stuff that just didn't work out this week, but it's a pretty long list of failures, wrong turns, miscues, and outright screwups.
But I like being an optimist; stretches like this can occur, but they pass.
Today, Thursday, went very different. Starting with the first thing of the morning, a reasonable day at work, plans starting to fall into place, people making sense, clearing hurdles, getting green lighted, over and over.
These are the days I live for: those days when stuff gets taken care of, and obstacles start to get fewer and fewer. I am "in control" within my immediate circle, and I can get back to doing what I do best.
The next three weeks will probably be the most busy time in my life. But I don't care. It's all falling into place. This is the best feeling that I can barely express. Even my mp3 player is cranking out the best songs.
I am alive! Do you hear that? I'm alive!