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Sometimes, I feel in control. There are times when I can take my "to do" list, grab a random or important entry, set up, and fire it off in just a few hours. Then I'd be done to work on something else, or go out and enjoy life, or whatever it is kids do.
I haven't felt "in control" in a long time ago. I don't know when it started, but I guess I don't have the same spark that I used to. I can still hunker down at a list, and it will finish, but it's not the same.
That same spark when I used to be creative and outgoing is much more hit and miss now. Sometimes, I don't really want to go out; I just want to stay home, or flee to some remote place. It's not gone, it's just.. not here right now, waiting for me to leave a message after the tone.
Maybe I just need to eat better or something. I miss having the time to exercise and stuff.
Or maybe I need to feed the spark with .. something.
There's something missing, and I don't know what it is.
This has been your e/n post for April 6, 2007.
I haven't felt "in control" in a long time ago. I don't know when it started, but I guess I don't have the same spark that I used to. I can still hunker down at a list, and it will finish, but it's not the same.
That same spark when I used to be creative and outgoing is much more hit and miss now. Sometimes, I don't really want to go out; I just want to stay home, or flee to some remote place. It's not gone, it's just.. not here right now, waiting for me to leave a message after the tone.
Maybe I just need to eat better or something. I miss having the time to exercise and stuff.
Or maybe I need to feed the spark with .. something.
There's something missing, and I don't know what it is.
This has been your e/n post for April 6, 2007.