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I've started to play FFXI again.
I took a long break after just getting tired of nothing.
It's weird. In the six months that I've been active, the HNM LS stalled, went for a different path, stalled again, converted to a social LS, then died.
More succinctly, of all the people that I used to know, I've only been able to find four of them. I don't know whether to feel very sad about this; I think the correct reaction is just to accept it and move on.
It's weird having spent all this time with people, even making some long drives for some of them, then feeling indifferent that they're gone. I'm not sure what to think of that.
I think I'll stay with FFXI for a while, maybe make some new friends. Maybe I'll leave them all for good and switch servers (but that's a later division). I guess I could quit the game and do something else with my life, but that doesn't feel right for some reason. I wish I knew why.
Apparently, there are a lot of changes in the last six months, but I don't think I'll try to master them all. It's probably more fun just to play when I have time.
p.s. still haven't beaten Maat. blah.
I took a long break after just getting tired of nothing.
It's weird. In the six months that I've been active, the HNM LS stalled, went for a different path, stalled again, converted to a social LS, then died.
More succinctly, of all the people that I used to know, I've only been able to find four of them. I don't know whether to feel very sad about this; I think the correct reaction is just to accept it and move on.
It's weird having spent all this time with people, even making some long drives for some of them, then feeling indifferent that they're gone. I'm not sure what to think of that.
I think I'll stay with FFXI for a while, maybe make some new friends. Maybe I'll leave them all for good and switch servers (but that's a later division). I guess I could quit the game and do something else with my life, but that doesn't feel right for some reason. I wish I knew why.
Apparently, there are a lot of changes in the last six months, but I don't think I'll try to master them all. It's probably more fun just to play when I have time.
p.s. still haven't beaten Maat. blah.