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i should have taken her on a walk
i should have been there
i should have been him
i shouldn't have unzipped myself
i shouldn't have let go of the rail
i tripped
it was a close call. there are butterflies.
my little buddy said that in my next life i will be a butterfly. because i am gentle.
butterflies don't feel gentle in your stomach. or when they blow up and squirt out of it.
im trying to figure out where the best place is for me. like always. it seems like home.
it's hard to leave a lovely place. it's hard to shell up.
or maybe here is the perfect place to build a shell.
merrydeath was telling me that cancers find their space, and then they crawl/dig into it and build their little shell.
im tired.
i should have been there
i should have been him
i shouldn't have unzipped myself
i shouldn't have let go of the rail
i tripped
it was a close call. there are butterflies.
my little buddy said that in my next life i will be a butterfly. because i am gentle.
butterflies don't feel gentle in your stomach. or when they blow up and squirt out of it.
im trying to figure out where the best place is for me. like always. it seems like home.
it's hard to leave a lovely place. it's hard to shell up.
or maybe here is the perfect place to build a shell.
merrydeath was telling me that cancers find their space, and then they crawl/dig into it and build their little shell.
im tired.