when i walked

[sensationalhaze]

curled on the floor of the shower, it has been over a year since i have done this
i had to hide in order to cry.
can i believe what is about to happen?
over 300 000 lives tortured by war.

i think that my leaving was necessary.
we are all fine.
i just hope that this world keeps moving.

i am rested and sane. thankfully.
i am partially waiting for next monday.
partially hoping that it will never arrive.

i love you.
please let me have the chance to yell it outloud.

i love you. every one of you.