"THE WAITING GAME"
in the words of my mother:
until i see him coming to this house, he means nothing.
i wont believe what's going on with you until its proven.
mother freaking legit shit.
thats whats up.
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things DONT change as much as we'd like them to.
so once again, im just gonna have to suck it up, deal with it.
COS I CHOSE TO BE IN THIS POSITION KNOWING WHAT ID HAVE TO GO THROUGH.
everyone's got a breaking point. i just passed mine fucking weeks ago.
WHY?
cos i keep fighting for what EVERYONE feels is a lost cause.
and it seems like im the only one who still thinks this is worth it.
regrets, none. yeah you read that right.
i contradict myself sometimes. whatever.
but i wish you'd cooperate and make this easier on me by keeping it regular;
the phone calls, the visits, the check-ups, the messages.
cos IM the one who has to deal with constant questions- NOT YOU.
until i see him coming to this house, he means nothing.
i wont believe what's going on with you until its proven.
mother freaking legit shit.
thats whats up.
-----------------------
things DONT change as much as we'd like them to.
so once again, im just gonna have to suck it up, deal with it.
COS I CHOSE TO BE IN THIS POSITION KNOWING WHAT ID HAVE TO GO THROUGH.
everyone's got a breaking point. i just passed mine fucking weeks ago.
WHY?
cos i keep fighting for what EVERYONE feels is a lost cause.
and it seems like im the only one who still thinks this is worth it.
regrets, none. yeah you read that right.
i contradict myself sometimes. whatever.
but i wish you'd cooperate and make this easier on me by keeping it regular;
the phone calls, the visits, the check-ups, the messages.
cos IM the one who has to deal with constant questions- NOT YOU.