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Jan 17, 2004 22:39

Three things that scare me:
1: Spiders
2: Heterosexuals
3: Resident Evil/Silent Hill.. etc. etc.
Three people who make me laugh:
1: teknoboi
2: superstar_au
3: Megumi... lmfao~
Three Things I love:
1: Carlos
2: Japan (and everything related to or branching from)
3: Music
Three Things I hate:
1: Helplessness
2: Me!
3: Seafood
Three things I don't understand:
1: Feelings
2: Carlos
3: Arabic. (Nor do I want to understand)
Three things on my desk:
1: Eyebrow tweezers (I'm going to use them soon)
2: 3-in-1 Printer/Copier/Scanner
3: Keys
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Listening to this.. intoxicating song
2: Bouncing my leg kinda thing in time with the music.. :\
3: Typing
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Be truly and utterly happy
2: Go to Japan (omg ME TOO teknoboi... ^_~)
3: Get to wherever it is I belong
Three things I can do:
1: Disect Music (new skill~)
2: Make people happy?
3: Love
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Unique
2: Strange
3: Outspoken
Three things I can't do:
1: Drive
2: Fly
3: Eat seafood ;-X

What's on your bedside table? DVD's.. TV remote.. [runs to look].. lol, black shoe polish. :|
What is the geekiest part of your music collection? N/FUCKING/A
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? Normally.. it's something to quench my thirst.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Dancer In The Dark/Voice of a Distant Star
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? COMPLETE body reconstruction.
Do you have a completely irrational fear? Yeah... >_<
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? Tears well in my eyes, not from sadness.. it's just a reaction to feeling insecure.
Do you ever have to beg? lol! Hm sometimes I "beg" at Carlos when he doesn't want to do something, like.. come for a walk so I can have a smoke.. and then he says yes and I say no. ^_^
Are you a pyromaniac? When there's a fire.. I just stare.. but I smoke everyday... so probably!
Do you have too many love interests? Yes. Carlos, Ayu, Aya, Hikki... etc.
Do you know anyone famous? Ayu, Hikki, Aya, MoMusu, MiniMoni.. etc.
Describe your bed: Bouncy & Mine.
Spontaneous or plan? Spontaneous
Who should play you in a movie about your life? Horse Mackerel ya. (hmmm,,,,,,,,i dont know,,,,)
Do you know how to play poker? No.
What do you carry with you at all times? Smokes, Lighter, CD Player, Lip Gloss, Wallet
How do you drive? I don't
What do you miss most about being little? Not having to live "the big wide world"
Are you happy with your given name? No.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? A lot.. enough to instead of living Japan online, to go to Japan.. and to take everyone/everything I want/need.
What colour is your bedroom? Creme, too.
What was the last song you were listening to? Bondi Tsunami - When I Find My Lover
Have you ever been in a play? Yeah, at school, in New Zealand
Who are your best friends? teknoboi
Have you ever been in love? Yes
Do you talk a lot? When I talk.. I can talk a lot
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? Nope.
Have you ever done any illegal drugs? Yeah
Do you think you're cute? No
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? Yes.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? Sometimes, but I most probably come across as a bitch.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? Boyfriend, strangely...

1. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? Pack up and just GO.
2. There is no number 2.
3. What is your ideal marriage location? -_-
4. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? RahXephon
5. What's your favorite sexual position? ^_^
6. Favorite fabric? Glitter.
7. Something you love and hate? Love
8. What kind of bedding do you use? A sheet and a duvet.. duvet is normally kicked off, fuck I hate summer
9. What kind of soap do you use? Soap? Hm. I use Palmolive Honey something body wash.. and Radox mens shower gel.
10. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? Not really.
11. What's the one language you want to learn? Japanese.
12. How do you eat an apple? With my teeth
13. What do you order at a bar? Lately.. all I can drink is Calpis Water [uh. so addicted]
14. Have you ever pierced your body parts? Yes
15. Do you have tattoos? Not yet
16. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? Oh, I'd be raving.
17. What's one of the "funnest" things you've ever done? Ask someone else.
18. Do you drive stick? No.
19. What's one trait you hate in a person? Stubborness.. like, someone who can't accept they're wrong, or whatever.
20. What's the soonest that you've slept with someone (or hypothetically)? [skips]
21. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? a black one.
22. Most frivolous purchase? hmm, I don't know.. maybe $200 pair of jeans for one night out.
23. Do you consider yourself materialistic? No.
24. What do you cook the best? Toast.
25. Favorite writing instrument? Keyboard.
26. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? Dependent on situation.
27. Do you have anything monogrammed? No..?
28. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? OKAMA NEEE~~!
29. What's one car you will never buy? A heterosexual looking car.
30. Have you ever done drugs? Yes
31. What kind of books do you like to read? I don't read a lot.
32. If you won the lottery, what would you do first? Build my dream home.. and while that was happening? Fly to Japan.. and just.. buy. And I'd build Mum a house too.
33. Burial or cremation? Cremation.
34. How many online journals do you read regularly? I read my friends page every day, when I read my emails
35. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? Nothing, really.. I just give up before I make too much a loser of myself
36. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? Oh, I tell them.
37. How many drinks before you're tipsy? Sometimes lots.. sometimes the smell of alcohol makes me collapse~
38. Favorite kind of porn? J-POP PV
39. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? I wouldn't.. do it...
40. Do you cry in front of friends? Not really..
41. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? BITCHY AND CAMP
42. What's one thing you like to do alone? Listen to lots of music.. which is why I can stay up for hours. and just listen to my music...
43. What's the worst thing you ever said to someone? I'm a nasty bitch.. I've said a lot of things.
44. Are you a giver or a taker? ..?
45. What have you stolen before? Hmm.. I don't know
46. When's the last time you cried? about.. 1 1/2 hours ago!
47. Favorite communication method? Typing.
48. What is one thing you don't leave home without? Smokes
49. What is something people don’t know about you? Already done 10 of these
50. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? The trials of Carlos and Hiro.

About You...

#1) What do you wish was your name?: Ayumi.. or Maki ;<>
#2) What song seems to reflect you the most?: Sakky - ALWAYS
#3) What thing always makes your day when it happens/you see it?: Rain
#4) If you could change one of your qualities, what would it be and why?: I'd change the Alex quality I have
#5) What in your life influences you the most?: Friends, Experiences, Music.
#6) What has been your wildest/best/most interesting fantasy? Has it come true?: Fantasies are dreams, and dreams aren't made to come true. Regardless.. I have a lot.
#7) Which feature of yours do you love? Which do you hate?: I love that I am who I am, I have everything else.
#8) If you had to have a picture be your symbol, what would it be and why?: Ayu's A! It's so my symbol, she SO stole it
#9) What would you title the movie or soundtrack of your life?: OMFG.
#10) What are you most disappointed with so far?: Myself

Next Five....About Others

#1) What one quality makes a person worth being around?: Humor
#2) What one thing about a friend always pisses you off?: "ME ME MEE~~"
#3) Ok, now vent your worst people experience: No.
#4) What is a major turn on?: Not turn on.. but I love the ability to laugh in a person.
#5) If you could create the perfect person, what three qualities would they have and what would they look like?: [skips]

Last Five....About Life

#1) What confuses you the most about life?: Everything..
#2) What's one thing that goes on that makes you wanna scream?: The situations I seem to slot myself into
#3) Which matters more, people's words or actions? Why?: Actions
#4) Does love really make the world go round? Love makes me go around. Money makes the world go around.
#5) What one issue is most important to you?: Abolishing flat shoes.

10 years ago
- I was 6/7
- I was just in primary school, in Greerton, Tauranga, NZ
- My teachers name was Mrs. Sexton!

7 years ago
- I was 10/11
- I was in Form 1 at Tauranga Intermediate, NZ (Grade 7)
- I was in the school play that year.. o.O
- I started learning German (because Japanese wasn't an option until the next year.. I could choose from German or French)
- My teacher was Ms. Hart.. she was Dutch.. Anemiekje Hart or something, she tried to teach the class Dutch to no avail

6 years ago
- I was 11/12
- I was in Form 2 (Grade 8), my last year at Intermediate..
- My teacher was Judy Corboy, who I fucking HATED.
- Decided we were moving to Australia
- Got expelled from school
- Moved to Australia

5 years ago
- I was 12/13
- I was in year 9, my first school in Australia
- Everyone thought I was really fucked up
- Was forced to say "Fish and Chips" constantly
- Moved from Horsham to Bendigo
- Turned into a bitch

4 years ago
- I was 13/14
- I came out.. and then everyone else found out~
- I was popular at school
- A girl, Danielle Bradley, tried to bash me.. so, I belted her.
- My first kiss.

3 years ago
- I met teknoboi!~ <3 and bruno and luke and gabe... :|
- 15/16 I got expelled for having 20% attendance rate.
- I met Cristean and Hayley and Desiree.. and started becoming a total fucking bitch
- I discovered J-POP and ParaPara, together with teknoboi

2 years ago
- I was 15/16
- I didn't really do much that year.. My family moved to Australia from England and Belgium
- I met Carlos
- I fell in love
- I started to fall apart

last year
- I was 16/17
- I did a TAFE course
- I got my first [decent paying] job
- I still was falling apart
- I met Hiro
- I learnt valuable lessons...
- My wisdom tooth started causing me excruciating pain

this year
- I'm still 17
- Nothing has happened.. hence, I'm falling into a deep dark pit of fabulous depression
- I will leave Brisbane and my family
- I will attempt to be happy

yesterday
- I was 17
- I felt like shit
- It rained, and I liked that
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